my past.

2007-06-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

this song is exactly everything i had in mind

我受够了等待你所谓的安排　说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱　我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带　你给的全是空白　一个人假日发呆　找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外　却一直都进不来　你累积给的伤害　我是真的很难释怀

终于看开爱回不来　而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开　哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来　我们面前太多阻碍　
你的手却放不开　宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来　我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖　被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白　看到记忆慢下来　
过去甜蜜在倒带　只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待　被你一次次摔坏　
已经碎成太多块　要怎么拼凑跟重来

终于看开爱回不来　而你总是太晚明白　
最后才把话说开　哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来　我们面前太多阻碍　
你的手却放不开　宁愿没出息求我别离开
[jolin tsai - 到带]

translation
I had enough of what your so-called “arrangements”.
When will the “future” actually come?
You always wait until it’s too late to start telling me how cute I am.
I really want to rely on you but you were always not here.

I’m in a zone where I should be happy however you always give me nothing.
I’m along in the holidays and I can’t find someone to watch the ocean with me.
I’m always standing outside the door of happiness and I can not find the way in.
I cannot let go of the continuous heartbreaks you gave me.

I finally realized that I cannot get the love back,
but it’s too late when you realized it
You told me everything at the end,
and you cried to ask me to stay.
I finally realized that I cannot get the love back;
there are too many obstacles in front of us.
But you don’t want to let me go,
you’d rather be disgraced and ask me don’t leave you.
You always want me to be good and play our future slowly.
But my tears kept falling down my cheek.
How are you going to be responsible for the past, the trust that you should have given me?
I am slowly pushed towards the cliff by you.

From the whiteness on my face, I see the memories are slowly gone.
The past sweetness between us keeps rewinding but I can no longer feel anything.
And the hope that I had in you, is broken by you over and over again.
The trust has broken up into too many pieces,
how are we going to mend the pieces together and start over again?

2007-06-15T16:41:00.000+08:00

'Cause it's been fear that ties me down to everything
But it's been love, Your love, that cuts the strings

So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
The way it always was
Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave
[brave - Nichole Nordeman]

2007-06-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, Myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I’ve got to get a move on with my life

Its time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

The path that I'm walking

I must go alone

I must take the baby steps until

I'm full grown, full grown

Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they

And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to with you

It's personal, Myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

Its time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

[big girls don't cry - fergie]

2007-06-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

Come with me, stay the night

You say the words but boy it don't feel right

What do you expect me to say

You take my hand, and you say you've changed

But boy you know your beggin don't fool me

Because to you it's just a game

So let me on down

Cause time has made me strong

I'm starting to move on

I'm gonna say this now

Your chance has come and gone

And you know

It's just too little too late

A little too wrong

And I can't wait

Boy you know all the right things to say

(You know it's just too little too late)

You say you dream of my face

But you don't like me

You just like the chase

To be real, it doesn't matter anyway

(You know it's just too little too late)

[too little too late - jojo]

2007-06-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
[Goodbye to you - michelle branch]

2007-06-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

sometimes sorry just doesn't cure the pain & doesn't take away the memories

2007-06-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

"Live your life each day as you would climb a mountain. An occasional glance towards the summit keeps the goal in mind, but many beautiful scenes are to be observed from each new vantage point."

today i wore stripes! i almost never wear stripes cos i believe it makes me look fat HAHA but nonetheless; i did (: okay that was totally random.

i learnt one thing today during rick warren's message: we live not to please anyone else, but only to please the Lord (: i was thinking about that today and he's right; what's the point in making the world happy when what matter's most is what's in your heart, what's right and what pleases God.
ker yew shared about how she believe she should live her life; without regrets then i realised that i really don't want to have any regrets, not having time to spend with my parents, my friends and with God. pioritize abby. pioritize. learn to manage; not that everyone doesn't already know that i'm the worst person on earth to manage my time [don't criticize me on this please] but yeah, i've been trying and i'll continue to try harder.
amandaB, grace, amandaY, petrina come back soon! i miss you!

i know it's so like me to run, run, run away, but that's what i'm good at. running away.

oohh, my whole family's going to durian plantation tomorrow; so cool huh! but i'm not going, STUDY time as usual. hahaha. i think i'm seriously a mugger lah. hahaha.

i got this from benedict last year; he has 4 different kinds - suuuuper funny.

definitely not on par; in all honesty, i don't understand what's with you and the expectations, the oversensitivity; i choose not to comment. somehow i find it totally unbelievable.

eleanor aw! i'm so gonna kick you! you didn't tell me. ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH.
haha. i'm gonna make you pay!

mr sad HAHA tsk. don't make me post about your embarrasing PS2 moment! (:
joanna yah!!! ;) we find one day we both go back and dance! then we can catch up too!
mr emo you wish lah. lol.

-changeinmycondition-

2007-06-10T00:29:00.000+08:00

call me silly or whatever you want; i just discovered how to use the comments thing on friendster for real! then i realised that my comments have been accepted without approval; so when i discovered it jsut now i was shocked to see 200+comments have already been approved and all the while i thought friendster was spoilt cos i always received emails about receiving comments, but whenever i checked, there was nothing for me to accept. HAHAHAHA so right, i'm so terribly sorry for not replying any comments on friendster; i didn't purposely ignore you, i just really don't know how to use friendster well. but i'm learning. haha. k goodnight world!

2007-06-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

in close proximity

i had a great time today. thank you people!
to the one who doesn't bring his jeans into the toilet to shower; never drift apart! (:
to the one who gives names to all the animals in the estate; girl power!
to the one who said "if i get raped, no one will know!"; my title's for you!

love is actually all around

last night's 90mins conversation at 1am left me thinking; wondering if everything was really possible. somehow you asked the questions that left me thinking, throughout the day throughout the night. you asked things i never thought about. i don't what to do anymore. i'm just so not sure.

random: green is the new in colour; iris and i saw a shirt at levis which is super nice, but it's $49.90 HMMM, should i get it? haha. okay, i should be thinking of studying not shopping. ahhhh. but my trip to NUM with iris yesterday was EMBARRASING okay. that girl ah. aiyoh. hahaha.

God is watching us,

he never leaves,

he'll guide me through the darkest times,

he'll bring me through my painful times.

got Jesus? (:

anyway, since it's already 12midnight;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PETRINA!!!

sorry your present is gonna come late; i didn't have time to send it over! love you anyways. huggs.

mr jeng man u rocks! i agree. hahaha
iris omg we were so embarrasing! SHHHHH~
grace forever 18!!! hehehes
trixie you're the monkey leh girl. hahaha (:
mr emo HAHA you're the worst lah. changing in the discussion room TSK~
NB aww, who's this? hahaha.

-inthesecret,inthequietplace-

2007-06-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

'perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us in return?'

anyway, it's time to stop the playing, start the working.

happy 8th month; more than ever i wish we could go back to the beginning.

i'm like sooo dead lah, i've got like SO much things to complete and just 16days to mid years! howhowhow. someone help me. haha london trip people are all telling me that they haven't really been studying either! hahaha. not that i don't wanna study, but it's like so much thigns to do and so little time :( i feel the stress. ahhhhhh...

is it really possible to forgive someone but yet not forget the wrong doings of that person?

me: is it possible to forgive someone but yet not forget the wrong doings of that person?
fang: it's only on the surface that you forgive that person
me: but not deep down?
fang: yah. did i do something wrong that made you hate me & not want to go out with me!! [the last time we hung out was 8months ago - the trauma of JC life; no time!]
me: NO!!! of cos not!
fang: hmm ok.. as i sat here in front of the computer i see the screen n ask.. y abby got tis stupid qns.. mayb she reali hates mi but doesnt wanna tell mi.. thats y nv sms nv call mi nv go out with mi T.T
me: HAHAHAHA you've vivid imagination man!

AHHHHH i wanna stay over at fullerton hotel! haha. i shall have to await mummy's approval. heh.

But I don't wanna be into you

If you don't treat me the right way

See I can only start seeing you

If you can make my heart feel safe

When it's not alright

When it's not OK

Will you try to make me feel better?

Will you say alright?

Will you say OK?

Will you stick with me through whatever?

Or run away?

[vanessa anne hudgens - say ok]

either way, i shall go sleep. i'm tired. NIGHTS!

-pullshapes-

2007-06-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

there are moments when i don't know if it's real

i got this off ziqi's blog (: haha. anyway i ~~cut~~ trmmed my hair today, it's not alot shorter lah, but there IS a difference okay! haha.

i have to study at a faster pace now, 2 weeks to go! i'm SOOOO dead. haha. but i'm loving the hols, more than ever! hehe.

~~love is what makes you smile when you're tired~~

i spoke to adik today outside school; while waiting for the bus after having not catching up for the past weeks. i enjoyed every minute of our 30min conversation - no in all honestly, each word was spoken with confidence and assurance. but i'm glad, i really am. haha. cheers bro. eh, keep your promise! haha i know you always do, but i'm just reminding you! hahaha "strong men don't cry, real men do" HAHAHAHA

-maria-

2007-06-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

you say it best, when you say nothing at all

iris came to sleepover for the night cos her parents weren't in town, so this is what we spent the night doing; which resulted in us being late for econs the next morning. HAHAHAHA i shan't elaborate - it was too embarrasing! oh and last night we had icecream with zhihan @ the icecreamgallery (: he treated the both of us; thank you for the treat! hahahaha.

today, went to hongkong cafe with ziqi, iris, canphylia (: LOVELY food man. haha. then we took neoprints; canphylia and i then headed back to school to find cleo, germaine & guan kang - we didn't really study much, then the 2 of us headed to tampines mall for like the next 3hRs just walking around & chitchatting - then i met mickeymouse & we watched shrek 3; super cute i tell you! (= i'm extremely tired man.

anyway, two days ago, timothy called all of a sudden "i just thought of you that's all" was his excuse. haha, but yeah, i was honestly shocked; we haven't spoken since more than a year ago and i thought i was long forgotten, but woah, we just caught up within minutes. honesty, questions answers & everything - then it all set in; things have changed so much since a year ago. i wanted was really quite upset when what he told me set in that night cos i could never have believed the things he told me. how could one year just change so much things, everything's different don't you agree? but all's good now.

ohhh anyway, randy promised to be nice to me for the rest of his life; everyone please be witness! "you damn nice man/you look slimmer/damn chio/your hair dunno like what sia/your that blue shoe damn nice man, best design ever/woooo/abby the angel" HAHAHAHA major suckup man.
me: so does this mean you're gonna be nice to me forever?
randy: of course!
hahahahaha TSKTSKTSK; ~~all for an arsenal pin~~ (:

sarah YES! updates (: hahahaha.

-whatwordscanneverexpress-

2007-06-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

back from london (:

the trip was terrific! great fun, eye openers, friendships made & loads more - i miss london!

the trip (:

the meals on the planethe breakfast everymorning (:

the hotelwhat we do every morning [we always wake up at 4am - mind the time difference]the changing of the guardseating outside the toilets, the places we visited (:the uber cute ice cream van we saw!SUBWAY for lunch always! LLOYD'S of london visit (:the guardian; girls cam whoringthe tower bridge! "london bridge has fallen down"the pink taxi which was EVERYWHEREin my hand was $27! cool huh! the boy-girl toilet combined; london school of economics (:EMIRATES stadium; arsenal; spa therapy!

scenery & more scenery (: #3 is worth 84million per flat & it's not even built!!!!
ORLANDO BLOOM! full poster size! [why don't they have these in singapore?] :( the guys who changed rooms with the girls. gentlemanly (:

the pictures are self explainatory! (: i shan't say more. haha anything you wanna know, come ask me. oh btw, i didnt buy anything back for anyone; cos it's SUPER EXPENSIVE, so don't blame me k (: k that's all folks.

justin woo hoo (:

mr emo you emo kid! stop bullying me!

lovelle you going france? so cool!!!

joshua hahaha, you exposed HIM!

eileen I DID. monkey! haha. tanning soon please!

jane woah so random! (: missed you.

trixie i saw you too! thanks girl.

christopher ;) hahaha.

jesslyn AHHHHH.... come back soon please!!

grace HUH! i'm not turning 20?!!!! hahaha

shirin thanks girl!

ziqi aren't you glad i'm back now? stop going out with gg and go out with me!!! :(

joanna HAHA yes you made me smile!

tongling YOU ROCK. loves (:

ck haha. thanks for the welcoming back!

chengying haha yeah study hard.

joel thanks. haha tanning? LOL.

sarah yeah! love you girl =) tennis soon!!!??

junyu don't get me started.. story please! (:

keryew it was great!!! super duper fun!

-heyheyyouyou-

2007-06-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK! (:

blog another time. too tired.

2007-05-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

please miss me!

it's the little things, that make a difference
it's the quest for love, that brings us life
it's the dream of what could be, that makes it all worth while
like you being by my side and love that only grows with time

HAHA i'm only gone a week! haha but gosh, it's gonna feel like forever. haha.
departure: 0900hRs SQ308 [but i'll be there at 7am! so early man!]
arrival: 1415hRs SQ319
YAAY how cool right? both SQ flights, 13hRs yaay. haha so i'm gonna watch movies on board heh. anyway, the thing is, i'm bringing my handphone along, so if you don't wish to see your bill soar high above the sky, don't sms me! i've got autoroam[activated just 10mins ago HAHA]; so yeah, i'll be receiving smses when i'm abroad.. let me mention it's just a week, but my parents are hilarious, they make me feel like i'm going for a year! (: k, off to pack now!

i watched pirates 3 today, ARRGH i hate the ending, made me so sad lah. grrr. i shan't spoil the movie for everyone else, but man, it's damn sad.

one last chance...

gerard choong! can you please reply my sms!
cheng ying haha yah so early man!
samantha sunsets ;)
lol OKAY.. lol. but that's what it said on the brochure
joshua yeah a week only la! i'll be back before you know it ;)
randy haha. it's just a stadium that i'm visiting!

okay till i return.

2007-05-26T22:32:00.001+08:00

today's a pink day!

hello world & all who's reading this haha.

my flight's on 28th may, this monday @ 9am, so i'll be there at 7am. HAHA anyone wanna come see me off? haha. okayyy. it's damn early. haha. anyway, london seems so scary now that i think about it - everyone's talking bout how it's not safe there & everything.

to be entirely honest, i'm damn scared. not only is it the first time i've ever travelled abroad without my parents, but also i've to be totally independent. like seriously, i'm like the last person on earth you can count on to be independent! i've never gone for more than a few days without my parents[during camps at most] and now i'm going to a foreign land, alone & the people i'm going with aren't like my close friends or anything. i'm freaking out everytime i think about going :(

me: should i pack four 1.5litre water bottles along in my suitcase so i can have water to drink?
daddy: just buy la!
me: then what if it's an emergency; like at night? [the shops all close by 6pm!!!]
daddy: boil water in your room.
me: i don't know how to!
daddy: oh yah. that's why i'm sending you overseas, so you can learn.
i stare at him in horror; he laughs after mumbling "i'm so ashamed" then starts explaining & teaching me. gosh, thankfully it's only a few days, or else i think i'll really die! i'm quite scared. shucks man. i should be excited, not scared. ARRGH.

you came from God above
the Father's only son
save my soul
made me whole
now i live for you...

i'm gonna watch pirates 3 tmr! YAAY.

ohh a few things caught my eye today! AHHH, save money abby! actually save for years also cannot, so must WORK! lol.

Sony Cyber Shot DSC-T20 (pink)

Walkman NW-A800 Series; it's a walkman video thingy lah, you know, smth like ipod video
[maybe i'll get this instead of my k-3! haha dunno leh] VGN-SZ48GN/C [it's extremely light & it has microsoft vista! i want!]

omg, i soooo want IT fair to come back soon - i wanna buy stuff! i need to get money; work? haha. anyway, just random cos i saw all these today & i mentioned to mummy and daddy. haha they were rather amused. no idea why though. hahaha.

ziqi HAHA shhh later he say we blog about him again. lol.
samantha we missed you after that!
sarah LOL. it was really hilarious man! (:

-scream&shout-

2007-05-26T00:46:00.000+08:00

retail therapy works wonders

thursday

soccer finals against rjc; mj lost to rjc 1-0. it's alright boys. you guys did really well alright? cheer up anyway. yup. i'm really proud of all of you! oh i've got ALOT of pictures on my cam of GG cos of ms mesmerizing hahaha. it was pretty fun, cheering. laughing, shouting. ziqi is damn cute, especially when guoguang got cramps. super cute lah she (:

after that we rushed to choir concert; had macs for dinner, then watched our lovely canphylia, kahwee, junwen. yaay. they were great. lotsa pics of them taken. HAHA.

1) weiwen's damn pro
2) guoguang!
3) yaay. save it!
4) the best.
5) mr hon HAHA
6) the loyal fans
7) the POSE!
8) jumping photos after the concert
9) the class

everyone tried to be in my photo TSK

Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah

Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late

My phone doesn't work cause it's out of range

Looks like it's just one of those kind of days

You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground

No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow

Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no

Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive

I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control

Throw my hands up and let it go

Forget about everything and runaway yeah

I just want to fall and lose myself

Laughing so hard it hurts like hell

Forget about everything and runaway yeah

[runaway - avril]

friday [that is today.]
went to vivocity with iris, shopped around like crazy lah! omg, i think i'm sooo broke now :( but yeah, i'm a happy girl - retail therapy! woo hoo. great singapore sale has started so yaay, shopping sprees. hehe.

the places i bought stuff from

after that i came back just to leave my many bought items, then headed to nicky's place for tennis farewell bbq - damn fun man! i mean like ultimate laughters and nonsense. arjun is so hilarious; prank calls and more. the jokes AHEM and everything. lotsa food man - the juniors were like trying to feed an army! hahaha. but yeah it was really great! even though the boys were SO horrible man! they made me sit in the corner ALONE with the insects and cockroaches. damn evil la :(

thanks darlings for the awesome dinner; love you all so much. hope you guys like the piggy (:

nicky: you girls 18 already?
me: yeah, i'm 20.
nicky: issit?! you look 25!
me: HAHA thanks!
everyone just stares at me in horror. grrr, i wanna turn 18! hahaha. okay actually, no rush (: but i wanna go DXO with ele.

ohhh, tomorrow we're going to gerard's place to watch back to back episodes 1&2 of pirates of the carribean (: all of 06S403 are welcome!
ohhh, there's also movie marathon in church tomorrow night - those who can make it, it's 10pm in ROL (: anyone & everyone is welcomed! screening: pirates of the carribean2, bourne supremacy, the incredibles.

stephenie friends forever, till the end.
lovelle we missed you!
shirin extremely! psst, i lost your blog add!

-runaway-

2007-05-23T21:10:00.001+08:00

laughter is the best medicine

i think i never laughed so hard this year; in all honesty SOMEONE was hilarious, making a total fool of herself in public - i was so embarrased lah! haha. but the company was awesome; catching up, learning STUFF, laughing like nobody's business, cam whoring haha. it was really funny; i miss the old times!

the company: stephenie, alicia, yongyong, shirin, abby

i can't post most pictures cos i've to wait for approval from THE ONE hahaha. so i'll just post a few that i think is okay (:

the gang.
what yongyong gave us HAHAHAHA
the crazy one who made us laugh the WHOLE TIME! "i'm damn sexy & super hot!"

thank you darlings for the awesome time spent, the laughters, the silliness, you guys are the craziest bunch of people! the videos at esplanade, the embarrassment everywhere. haha LOVES! (:

anyway, before hanging out with the looneys, i went to arab street with iris, ziqi, huitong HAHA that was after "our wonderful adventure!" ask me if you wanna know, it's super duper fun lah! i think it's the most amazing thing i've done in mjc HAHA. damn fun.

what we did during lectures "the plans"

tsk, the adventure gang HAHAHAHA

tmr's soccer and chior concert! YAAY.

I hate it when a guy doesn't get the door,
even though I told him yesterday and the day before...
I hate it when a guy doesn't get the tab and
I have to pull my money out and that looks bad!
Where are the hopes? Where are the dreams?
My Cinderella story scene.
When do you think they'll finally see......

That you're not, not, not, gonna get any better,
you won't, won't, won't, you won't get rid of me
never, like it or not even though she's a lot like me....
We're not the same, and yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm a lot to handle, if you don't know trouble,
I'm a hell of a scandal, me, I'm a scene,
I'm a drama queen, I'm the best damn thing
that youreyes have ever seen!
All right, All right, yeah...
[the best damn thing - avril]

thank you for the surprise. i'm really glad you remembered. i appreciate it so much.

anon thanks. really thanks.
tongling HAHA silly girl!
amanda oh no! i didn't realise. it was sooo long ago that i typed it, typo la!!
sarah i miss tennis!!!

-allthetime-

2007-05-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

i can't wait for tomorrow, really i can't (: looneys woohoo.

anyway, i need to start studying. goodness, i can't focus. BLEAGH.

i had the best time with the family just now. dinner at home [which i haven't had for quite some time], going for a family walk, eating ice-cream, trying to find the little kitten[i feel so guilty i can't find it], looking through old photographs; just enjoying time together. frankly, it's been quite a while. okay not really, but it sure feels that way, after all the things that's been going on.

willis haha obviously not! i've been studying okay!
eleanor haha it's cos it's damn laggy i guess. sorry!
jocelyn hahaha okay girl. so random! =P
stephenie woo hoo!
samantha miss you too girl. bubbly woman!
pearl ballball! i wanna play tennis :(

-bittersweet-

2007-05-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

be fully aware of me MUAHAHAHAHA

anyway, last night i had a great online talk with eileen & ele HAHA, the 3 of us shared AHEM alot of stuff haha. it was super funny man. love you two lovelies! psst, outing soon!

just like the little kitten that gerard, randy and i saw on the street.

lost, lonely, hungry and sad.

directionless; not knowing what to do.

my heart went all out to the little kitten,

i wish i could have taken it home with me.

without a clue of what's the best for it,

it struggled, searching for the right direction.

i hope it'll still be there tomorrow.

so many things to do - work work work. haha. i find joy in studying. i'm a certified mugger. yaayness!

ms mesmerizing, thank you for the soda treat & for being there HUGS.

school's been boringsnoring, okay maybe cos i haven't been really studying much and all la. haha but i will again. i'm burrying myself in books. way cool. i'm too lazy to update more but yes, my day was okay.

thank you for breaking my heart so many times.

jocelyn really? haha i dunno i took volleyball instead though. LOL. and OH YAH! i did!
junyu kakak loves adik too.
iris HAHA tsk, saddist!
trixie thanks babe, can't wait for friday!
joshua haha act blur huh! (:

-leave;getout-

2007-05-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

today was fantastic;

after a year, rusty HAHA, i finally danced again. i did what i had been wanted to do for so long but never got the chance. eitherway, i'm more than happy. thank you mei for all the helping out haha (:

lunch was great with the family - cereal prawns; rocked to the max. haha.

studied with myfruitjuice at EXPO - great time spent! i did alot of work yaay.

1) munchy cafe - we wanted to eat donuts but it was closed :(
2) the study place for today!
3) my lovely drink PLUS name!
4) haha my concept map squeezed into ONE page!
5/6) the study people AKA muggers!
7) the table heh.
8) uhh, don't ask!
9) unglam shots HUH! (:

oh and thank you for the never-ending laughter during the 4-bus-stop walk to the interchange after dinner at 85! haha people are you jealous? stingray/bachormee/chickenwings/oysteromelete (: SUPER yummy okay.

thank you famousAMOS for the prayer today, the kind words and the encouragements. as always, you never fail to show that you care.

Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say
(You know it's just too little too late)

You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game
So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cause ya know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
[jojo-too little too late]

indeed. never better said.

joshua well done (: and yes, number 7 too huh! haha. gd luck!

-it'sprobablytime-

2007-05-19T21:54:00.000+08:00

it's just not the same anymore.

studying the whole day. kinda rocks actually. takes my mind off things. unwanted things.
i ran 5km just now; yah, you should know what that means. but yes i feel alot better now.

tmr i'm gonna go burry myself in books AGAIN [haha what's new huh.] if anyone wants to join me and iris, do sms me.
anyway, i'm gonna turn in soon. goodnight world.

thanks for the cheesecake anyway.

btw, special apologizes to josh. all's been said & done. thanks for the honesty especially.

eleanor HOW can you be upset with losing weight? haha.
eileen ;) haha. you better eat more!
junyu tried that done that, doesn't work. haha
trixie miss you ALOT too. you owe me!!!
ben right. you kinda don't make much sense.
sarah oh i left early; just went to see kah wee (: haha.
gerard thanks. as always.

oh i hate you.
-space-

2007-05-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

the harsh reality.

it's the smallest things that matter most

eitherway, today was great up till the night. soccer boys did mjc proud by winning sajc in the semifinals! YAAY go weiwen (: good job guoguang! you guys rock. mjc vs rjc in the finals. hurray!

kah wee sang pretty well - i still think he's damn cool. he has the most outstanding supporters. hahaha.

i'll think about it.

-effortless-

2007-05-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

the agnoy of choosing the tennis captain; the numerous conversations with sarah/beverly/trixie/miss suey - we're all not sure; hopefully nothing will change once the selections are made.

as i walked into maths lecture, i heard voices calling me, i turned around to see xaiver, charmaine etc all staring at me HAHA; they asked they're favourite question which made me laugh so badly! but uh huh, it's all cleared now. throughout the day we kept bumping into each other & we just couldn't stop laughing; funny man! oh and smth which i was damn guilty about the whole day, i found out in fact, it wasn't true! i'm gonna kill the soccer girls tmr. HAHA. either way, today i ate alot. random but haha yup.

no more napha for me for the rest of my life (: hurray!

i want to learn quantum tunnelling,
hidden from all.
so upseting, so afraid, so angry once again.
i'm trying so hard.
cliche, forgive & forget;
harder than ever. sheesh

anyway, mummy's ill :( pray for her please. yupps.

oh how i love studying in school.

ziqi: call me miss mesmerizing!
me: call me miss gorgeous!
junyu&yiming: hello miss M, and hello miss W!
me: HUH! it's G okay, where got W?
junyu&yiming: miss WAKE-UP-LAH!
HAHAHAHA they never fail to make me laugh though i so wanna kill them for that TSK!

briefing, music extrodinaire, soccer semifinals
choir concert, soccer finals[if we get through]
which to go for? delima.

eleanor WHYWHYWHY!
jin kai HAHA, you noticed!
samantha hugs girl.

-callmemisslovely/gorgeousHAHA-

2007-05-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

i managed to pass my 2.4km run this morning. thank God! uh huh, even though i walked 2rounds haha. anyway, i'm totally shacked so i'll sleep soon.

prefect's investiture (:

guess who's? HAHA no prizes.
for all times we believe,

we'll run this race together, to the end.

we'll go on,

keep flying high.

we'll go on and on,

keep flying high.

btw, councillors, i filmed the whole dance & council song, so if you want it, you can come to ask me..

after the invest, i stayed in school with huitong to study till 6; then she left for home. i studied till 7plus then i headed to tampines with famousAMOS! he told me he turned down almost every school's invitation to invest LAH! his school is lousypousy haha. he went for rjc's invest so couldn't come for mj's haha. anyway, we had an awesome time of sharing, catching up, laughters about parents[how they're SPOT ON about many things], how i think aunty mary & uncle larry are super funny!, about *bows3times* and so much more. we shared things and he was just so easy to talk to.. i'll keep you in prayer, especially bout the church stuffs alright? ohhh, endearingmints (: HAHAHAHA yeah, it was great time spent at fish&co. OH! i met melly too, she's damn funny lah, throughout dinner she kept making faces at me.

it just tore me apart,
words spoken,
melted down.
i'll think, i'll pray.

jesslyn uh huh!

willis RANDOM

eleanor wanna study together? i don't mind!

cleo see i'm so nice to you!
sarah STUDY! (:
starsunder how come?
mr emo it's miss lovely!

-journeybeginsagain-

2007-05-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday i spent 5hRs in school studying (: way cool.
okayyy, except that i had to endure 6hRs of suanning from randy; some from gerard too HAHAHAHA, but it was good - studying in school rocks. thanks for the apple crumble treat randy. haha. anyway, no more suanning EVER, i'll kick you. haha.

today i studied in school with huitong, we had interesting conversations about ALOT of people, she's so nice to be with lah, super sweet "i'll stand up for you abby!" her best liner (: uh huh, then i headed to tamp to meet justin; dinner & then icecream near my place. great time. then after that i went to the doctor for the stooopid inflamation of the throat TSK; it's annoying cos my tablet's really HUGE sigh. so yeah, anyway, i'm taking 2.4 tmr and 5stations on thursday. SIGH! lol.

within limits; selfdiscipline ARRGH

-ifyouonlylearn-

2007-05-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

as the deer pants for water;
indeed, somehow things are at a standstill now,
everyone's rushing to study for As SIGH
it's such a bore.

eitherway class barbeque last night was fantastic (:
no elaborations, just pictures. ejony.

corn or lack of.

girls camwhoring sessions. the guys posed for this shot HAHAHA
the most successful jumping photo of the night!
spastic MIND GAME! [jwen, you look damn cartoon!]
happy one year to the hamsters!happy seventh month TSK! wong ___ HAHAHAHA private! [cleo!!!]
who we bumped into at the condo! [ben chow] SSSSSS (: love.

one year ago we had the previous barbeque at jesslyn's place (:
a year later we have one at ziqi's place;
we're falling short of class outings! haha.

on that matter, i want a 4/8 outing! :(

jesslyn MUACKS.
mr emo hahaha. i helped u change name!
mr sad HAHAHA i promise this time i won't expose your identity!
jocelyn i wanna get it!!! haha.
eileen hahaha. it totally rocks lah!
junyu haha you nothing better to do HUH! :P
sarah i don't take 3hrs! i take at least 3days! HAHAHA.

-perfect-

2007-05-11T17:43:00.000+08:00

the tiresome competitions has finally come to an end;
it's time to put in effort to study, to work hard for the coming A'levels.
as joanna put it this morning, we have 170days left to the start of A'levels. freaky huh!

oh wells. we lost to vj 4-1 today and i guess, we fought hard & we played hard so no regrets (:

i saw this on the way home www.anything.com i've absolutely no idea what's it for, but haha i went to check it out & i found it quite lame lah. but go see for fun.

in whom we trust

anyway, happy one year to ziqi and guoguang!

-tosleep-

2007-05-10T11:31:00.000+08:00

i didn't go to school today 'cos of my terrible sorethroat HAHA blame it on the 3HUGE scoops of ben&jerry's [chocolate fude brownie/dublin mudslide/strawberry & kiwi shorbet] @ vivocity for a super cheap price & extremely large scoops courtesy of zhengcong who was working there; thanks anyway dude! (:

after the match at acjc which we lost 5-0 SIGH, meet tin at the mrt; we made our way to vivocity; cos it was along the way; yupp, we just had dinner/supper there, walked around & we saw YP-K3! which i defininately wanna buy. so determined. i shall save money.

magnetic blackenergetic red [i wanna get this one]chill-out green [tin wants to get this] tsk.

the amazing book i saw HAHA [iris! ;)]

pearl` it's alright girl, everyone makes mistakes, don't blame yourself for the loss; i made mistakes too. heh, it's okay (: i still love you nevetheless! it's not the end k. you played well HUGS.

since i've nothing much to do, i shall post a few pictures taken that day HAHA.

lao da carrying ALL the girl's bags (:random pic of mr jeng i found HAHAHAHA gang fight (: an artistic picture of 3 of us[cleo/canphy/abby] courtesy of ziqi. silly canphylia posing with number 33! the leisure club! we miss you jesslyn.

weiwen TSKTSKTSK
jocelyn hahaha.
junyu UHHHH. (: you have me as your kakak! and yeah, you're near the top.
ben HAHA, indeed.
sarah SURE! oh and girl, i finished the book ;) yaay.
xinyi you're in 2 years already! still dare to say! haha
deborah charlie! (: hahaha. awww.
christopher must you help him announce in my blog! lol.
samantha as usual girl. you played well!

-theworldisround-

2007-05-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

i had econs trip briefing today - me/tongling/hannah are most probably sharing a room (:
the dates are finalised; i'm leaving from the 28th may(0900hRs) - 3rd june(1415hRs)! anyhow, i just want to see how london's like.

congrats to choir for getting gold!

happy seventh month dearest! (:
love & more love

by the way, RJCvsMJC score: 1-1 but then, it's alright, they did a great job! woohoo. go MJC!

i'm having a really bad throat now :( it hurts like so bad. but i can't do anything. SIGH. at least it's not hoarse. haha.

btw, my true friend quiz, i've 54views but only 6results; everyone's damn lazy to sign up. GRRR. haha. so annoying. i shall find another quiz where you don't have to sign up one k (:

chem test tomorrow morning, acjc match in the afternoon. stressful :(

iris HMPH!
jocelyn nope you're still highest (: yaay. love you!

-econsecons-

2007-05-07T21:39:00.000+08:00

if i'm your friend, do this! (:
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/343308

last night saw a ~55min conversation with korkor; which resulted in lots of laughs due to terrible chinese [we probably lasted 5mins in broken chinese anyway!] & the same-same problems HAHA. but nonetheless, we talked about rick warren's message today in church & his worship leading. when he talked about a certain someone from a group in frontliners i suddenly felt my heart hardened & i realised that it was indeed true that it only takes one person to bring salvation to someone; why aren't we putting in the effort? it's hard i guess. but it was a really hilarious conversation as he shared about all the complications & confusion TSK. good luck for your modeling on wednesday kor!

during the conversation, adik called, so i called him back after my talk with korkor. we shared for ~90mins; as usual about all the things in the world; as always lol. ohh, & he gave me new insight on something which made me so upset lah SIGH i repeated a certain line at least 10000 times. super saddening, but it sure cleared my doubts HAHA. anyhow, the council is stepping down & i think everyone's pretty upset. "abby, even when we graduate, 10years down the road, you'll always be myfruitjuice" what iris said. AWWW; so sweet. emo teen. HAHA.

gp lesson today was hilarious; the whole 50mins we talked nonsense; discussing about the test SHHH. MEA: MOTHER EAT APPLE? haha. it was funny to the max. uh huh. either way, i'm gonna study in school tmr till 5; cos i got briefing for my london trip (: oh and tmr's soccer RJCvsMJC - i want to watch! last year we nearly won them 5-1 LAH! grrr. lol. oh wells.

samantha same same lah! btw, are you okay?
willis HAHAHA silly.
ah ting we have alot of things in common, like an alpha friend like ziqi too! HAHA (:
leslie ask me online!
joanna yah! goodness & haha you arhx... (:
ziqi HMPH. haha.
stephenie i tagged (: loves.

-pfft-

2007-05-06T21:11:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY YOU YOU! take my test for the fun of it (: click on the link.

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/343308

okay, yes i had nothing better to do. HAHA

2007-05-06T12:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday

1) i had slight fever; but we still went jogging (:

2) the company

3) "i think i'll eat mee goreng/meepok" in the end ordered mutabak

4) ice limau rocks

oh i saw the AHS people [yuan xin/wei xiong/dodo etc] @ simpang watching MANUvsMANC on the big screen teevee, HAHA; i watched the MANC guy lose the penalty & the whole simpang was shouting/laughing - rather hilarious if you'll ask me.

thank you dearest, for the jog, the treat, the great time <3

today
0830-1100hRs church/service/CG time
1100-1200hRs leslie's place/scattergourie[super funny!]/donut factory [he queued for 3hRs] (:
1200-1300hRs pick up neinei @ lighthouse
1300-1530hRs mother's day lunch @ rolands with daddy's side of the family
1530-1630hRs homeSWEEThome

1) what i wore today which resulted in a million comments
shermaine - "you going out later ah?"
grace - "you look like paris hilton"
ruben - "what's with the nice shirt?"
kevin - "you look good!"
leslie - "you look like you're going to a cold country"
jansen - "is that fur?"
alot of people - "wah, wear so nice!"
aunts/uncles - "you look so nice"
HUH! it's just a long sleeved shirt from desigual@vivocity[click HERE for the webbie]
HAHAHAHA, not super glam or whatsoever; (:
i didn't expect any comments! very classy meh? lol..
2, 3 & 4) donut factory donuts from leslie's place

korkor: they should have waiters coming down from the ceiling to serve us
me: they should come up from the middle of the middle of the table instead
korkor: actually both would be great
meimei: you 2 have really weird imagination
HAHAHAHA i spent the whole lunch laughing with my cousins. it was really super funny lah.

1) neinei/mummy/daddy
2) the cousins!
3) "neinei" -by korkor
4) the kids playing before getting scolded TSK

that pretty much sums up my 2 days (:

joanna's message yesterday read "we have ac assignment, quantum phy tutorial, gp ivel research, gp quiz, gp comprehension, maths sampling tutorial, physics spa. we have less than 180 days felt for a levels :)" doesn't it make you wonder what we really do with our lives? HAHAHAHA but nonetheless, i haven't started on any; but i'll do them later if i've time BYEEE~

eleanor HAHA thanks anyhow.
jocelyn i help you! but i kinda suck at it. haha
christopher haha indeed. your name's super common la!
samantha i copy you ;)
trixie i'm smiling! don't worry darl. get well soon!
jinkai YAH! you went too? she's really funny & hyper right! lol.

-loveme-

2007-05-05T12:10:00.000+08:00

i think i do the weirdest things which have absolutely no link but i think it's fun (:

click HERE if you want to know what i did for a whole hour since i woke up

pretty and gorgeous.

no strings attatched! just random stuff i love to do. oh and TLC, this is especially for you girls!

-disney-

2007-05-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

soccer: mjcVStpjc score: 3-0 [to mj!] yaay!

anyway, i went to meet mm after training & all. had dinner at subway (:
it was quite hilarious,
the lady at the counter was really funny she kept going "everyone at subway is my friend!" and she was talking to group of teens & laughing really loudly. the man serving me apologized for the lady's behaviour and i found it really amusing cos i actually didn't mind. haha, but nonetheless, it was quite funny. then, as i was paying..
lady: paying together?
me: uhh no.
lady: you're not gonna make him pay for you?
me: no lah. haha.
lady: awww, so nice.
me: [hands her my money]
lday: actually i really respect you.
HAHAHAHA how cool, she respects me for paying for my own food lol.

anyway, after dinner, we made our way to pasir ris park & i saw the sunset; it was really beautiful. but nonetheless, we had a two hour long talk at the beach which saw many new insights & viewpoints. he sent me back & had supper at my place which mummy bought. i guess most things are settled, let's see how it goes.
here's my explaination to why i'm gonna get zero for the econs test & my terribly quiet behaviour today. i didn't get to sleep last night because of what was bugging me; which resulted in a 2hr phone conversation with my advisory, smses from mybestfriend, cheering up & viewpoints from a few other people [eg, myfruitjuice/myapplesoda who asked today]

econs was the first period and i didn't have the energy to study, let alone prepare. so yeah, that explains the empty answer sheet for econs test i handed in today. thank you wysen for offering your help, encouragements throughout the 45min paper while i stared into blank space, not being able to even understand the extract. but thanks anyway. oh and to TLC for the x-thing done during recess today (:

thank you for those we realised that i was down today, offering to cheer me up, making me smile & laugh; i thought i contained it well, but i guess not since so many people realised. but thanks so much nonetheless. you guys made me feel better.

feeling neglected,
feeling left alone,
feeling lonely,
feeling disappointed.
i hope it'll change, that you'll show you care.

chris which chris are you? lol.
sarah uh huh! rally soon darl, and get well soon.
samantha hey hey you you! i LIKE abby (: haha.
eileen thanks darling.
mr wen i cheered for you today!
mr jeng it'll last forever (:

-startitover-

2007-05-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

what i got today to make me smile

Aim for success, not perfection. Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life.
Dr. David M. Burns

-2345words-

2007-05-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

oh i've got a new favourite song (: btw, i'm just gonna upload songs unto my blog occasionally and change it when i feel like it, if you wanna hear, you have to click PLAY on the side bar (: this song take AGES to load though.

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me
[keith urban - you'll think of me]

either way, i trained hard today! sarah and i played after training too - we worked hard. "if only we could play like this during training" HAHA what the newly turned 18 year old commented. oh and i got suanning from sam AGAIN. tsk, i feel damn sad. haha. but i love her, she's so sillybilly and funny.. anyway, was supposed to meet adriel at 6.45pm at tampines but he last mintue changed it to 6.30pm. okay, so i rushed down; i'm such a nice friend huh! haha. i reached at 6.31pm - he still complained TSK.

let me tell you what he did to me 2 years ago, just because i "pang sehed" him ONCE, he ignored me for more than 6months. imagine the nerve of that boy. he says he was immature THEN. okay, so we had dinner at sakae sushi; caught up on things that have been happening over the past 6months. okay we only have dinner together once in every 6 months, or sometimes even less. haha, he always complains. anyway, we just talked, bout cell group, church, friends, people, polyVSjc, movies & non-relevant stuff. oh, i told adriel about my encounter on some show [most of you know what i'm talking about] he found it extremely amusing, i've no idea why. SIGH. neway, just the 2 of us ate and spent ~$40 HAHA "i'm so full, but i've to force myself to eat cos i wanna gain weight." adriel commented after HALF a bowl of noodles TSK. after dinner i still went to get my favourite bubbletea (:

1) what i ate for 4hRs "abby! you still haven't finished?" everyone commented time and again.
2) our food, okay you can't really see all, but it's alot.
3) the company
4, 5, 6, 7, 8) self-taken: "i'm not a cam whore, ANYMORE"
9) i'm satisfied!

the one who exhales terribly loudy when walking behind a smoker[i find it super annoying when he does that], the one who finds my fears cute, the one who think he's very popular in tampines[it's true lah, but nonetheless], the one who's NOW mature, the one who has an extremely small apetite. lol. but yeah, it's nice catching up with someone whom i haven't talked to for such a long time. we barely talk nowadays, but it's nice to know we haven't completely lost touch. sorry for all the times you asked me out and i'm never free though. and jake, i'm sorry! i'll go out with you soon. so sorry.

junyu he'll probably ask about paintbrushes etc!
petrina HAHA only you'll realise such small mistakes! (:
trixie you always make me float. haha
zhihan SHHHHH~
starsunder aiyah, but to kids, they dunno what's arts subject!
samantha it's alright lah darl.. besides, you suanned me again today with the song! TSK.

i hope i meet you tomorrow

-hellopanda-

2007-05-01T17:07:00.000+08:00

i'm becoming a mugger, goodness. hahahaha. i brought my john sloman ECONOMICS book out for lunch with my parents today.
bernard: what's economics?
me: it's a subject
bernard: is it english or science?
me: it's just a subject
bernard: but is it classified under english or science or maths?
me: none! it's a subject on itself
bernard: [determined to get an answer] okayyyy, what do you study in economics?
me: business, market structures, demand and supply; things you never learn & won't understand lah!
bernard: chey! that's english la
me: NO it's not!
bernard: it is to me.
me: [stares at him in disbelief]
SIGH~ the mindset of young kids HAHA.

okay, yesterday's training wasn't effective, but i love ballball! even though she obviously cannot play chinese games HAHAHAHA. but yah, training should be more intense, i felt damn slack haha. oh wells. competitions start next week. oh and i should mention, 3 ppl tried to kill me yesterday during training, the worst was sam! she slammed the ball right into the back of my head =( really nearly died. haha my brains nearly came out. haha. okay thank God i didn't die. hahaha. it's okay sam, you made it quite obvious that you want me dead. hahaha HUGS. oh and....
happy birthday sarah! (:

oh btw, those of you who know about my terrible screw up HAHA, please keep quiet and don't you dare spread, i'll slaughter you. i can't believe more than 1 person read it! AHHHH.

study time! tmr maths test, thursday chem test, friday econs test. WAY COOL, my whole labour day's screwed.

that's about it. i'm missing you argh.

shirin OMG, i miss u =( basketball please!
junyu thank you for the song (: haha. and SHHH!
eileen that's the ONLY photo i have! ele hasn't sent me the rest.
jocelyn which song?
eleanor aiyah, you also what :P hahaha. love. i want my pics!
samantha you nearly killed me! lol
sarah your welcome! haha. happy birthday
joanna AWWWW! stop it =P

-imgrowingfatter-

2007-04-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

today's session with pastor Joel brought alot of insights (:

in church today [jake, jansen, adriel]

they were trying to see who could sustain the longest HAHA.

"have you slimmed down?" adriel commented; "jie! you're like paris hilton, getting skinnier, damn class lah, carry guess bag, guess watch" rebekah commented HAHAHAHA i think everyone's just trying to make me damn happy. hahaha, cos in fact, i just put on weight :( AHHHH, help me someone.

after lunch i headed to the airport to study with iris - it was successful until josh told us that the test was on wednesday and not tomorronw; so we slacked from then on.. haha, we talked about the past, the future & emo stuff :( i had a heavy heart & i wanted so badly to run away from all of it. it all started with she started singing the council song; it was so touching, i must say that zul is a damn good composer.

heal the world, make it a better place.
for you and for me and the entire human race.
there are, people dying,
if you care enough for the living.
make it a better place for you and for me.
what iris and i sang almost the whole day.

"it's the smallest things they do that matters the most"

trix: abby! can you do me a big big big big favour?
me: ya, sure!
trix: tmr when i retaking standing board jump, can help me pull the mat?
me: hahahaha, sure, please do likewise for me too. and when i'm doing pull ups, help me pull the bar lower. thanks!
trix: ohhh. then for 2.4 we shall shrink the track!!!
me: haha we have superpowers huh!
trix: we're the power rangers! i'm the green one. [another wannabe!]
me: okay, i'm the pink one.
HAHAHAHA. weird how our converstaions go huh!

my company yesterday (:

the top i was contemplating to buy at 37degrees. HMMM.

tomorrow's a damn long day SIGH.
if you still care for me, show it.
-pretz-

2007-04-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to IKEA with ziqi,iris,cleo HAHAHAHA we bumped into the PE department there; was quite funny. after that i rushed home to bathe/change before meeting eileen and eleanor at tanah merah (: had a lovely time with those 2. hahaha. we went to novena to get bikinis, town to buy nonsense etc. haha. was fun! (: i miss them alot. i miss steph, lovelle, alicia, shirin, yongyong too :(

ohh, i bought a new handphone accessory MONOKUROBOO one (: yaay. i'm terribly happy. haha.

anyway, things are tough now, all the exams, competitions and stuff; don't like it one bit. but oh wells. praise God anyway!

i had a terribly giddyness this morning when i woke, couldn't walk and stuff. but yaay, i feel better..

btw, sorry to chem people of 06S403! sorry for that mistake and my blurness. haha.
mr lau: abigail, please collect the carboxylic acid tutorial tomorrow
me: okay.
at night, i messaged the whole class to ask them to do their tutorial and hand in tmr
weixian: we don't have the tutorial yet! how to do?
joanna: i don't have the tutorial.
iris: girl, are you sure we have the tutorial.
josh: we have the tutorial meh?
weiwen: i cannot find my tutorial! don't bluff me.
HAHAHAHA he actually meant to collect from the bookshop, but i didn't realise (: okay sorry!

i'm looking forward to tomorrow's class (: pastor joel will be sharing lotsa things. yaay.

as bread that is broken
use our lives
as wine that is poured out
a willing sacrifice
empower us Father to share the love of Christ
as bread that is broken
Lord, use our lives

midnight HAHA, is you lah!
junyu wei! stoooopid boy.
samantha haha good guess!
sarah love you man girl. you read-a-holic!
mr WEN it's ms gorgeous okay (: hahahaha.
ben how come you have my blog?! hahahaha. hello, was nice seeing you at rj!
joanna awww. i wanna go back for dance! =(

-reasons-

2007-04-26T16:39:00.000+08:00

congrats to MJC dance in getting GOLD for syf (:

i think my school is really starting to take shape.

btw, i came to realisation that things aren't always the way it seems...

trixie HAHAHAHA.
pearl haha ball ball!
samantha GOT IT ;)
hongzhou NO WAY. hahaha. you know what i'm talking about. hmph. haha.
starsunder aiyah, that was yesterday HAHA

-growing-

2007-04-25T21:44:00.000+08:00

my tag board isn't working so i can't reply tags.

anyhow, we lost to RJC 5-0 :( okay, i mean it was expected haha, but nonetheless, it was a good match - we really for the first time used force. haha. besides, the pairing was really sudden, like when miss suey announced, we were really shocked. but sam's a really sweet girl! thanks for being such a great partner; guess we just didn't really have the chemisty lah, we never played together before. haha. "we are lovely people" regarding the match scores HAHAHAHA

trixie made a comment that made me float HAHA.

met midnight at RJC, okay i mean i met jake, sheng wei, lianne also, but only midnight and i had a proper converstaion HAHA; i'm quite surprised at the depth of our friendship, we could just pick up where we last left off 6months ago, talking bout what we used to [in between cheering of cos]; but really, from that simple random friendship at the camp, to now, i'm pretty amazed, since we never talked since 6mths back. haha. it was great seeing an old friend huh.

anyway, i'm taking my NAPHA 5stations on friday BLEAGH, so not looking forward to it. haha. i need to study anyhow. oh and i'm going out with my wonderful bestfriend and advisory on friday YAAY (: i miss them.

okay, after the match, tennis team headed for pasta mania/sweetsecrets (: hehe. ate ALOT. okay so i headed to the library with sarah, where she picked out 4books in 20mins & borrowed all 4 HAHA she's a pro man. yeah so she left; i waited 3hRs for my dearest to come. tsk tsk. jurong is far. haha.

we walked around J8, i'm trying to find a nice pouch =( oh wells. haha. i'll shop more soon. i love my cookiedough.

"omg, you've grown slimmer" HAHAHAHA - i wish.

-inmydreams-

2007-04-24T18:02:00.000+08:00

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=844413743743

please help jesslyn to do this survey (: it only takes less than 1 min.

thank you so much!

2007-04-24T17:46:00.000+08:00

you know, i can't wait to step down from tennis - not that the people aren't nice; i absolutely love them to bits through they have 10000million names for me! haha (: they are great fun! but my studies really isn't making it; i've so much to catch up on now, and i cannot find time to study :(

stooopid hong zhou! HAHA, don't laugh at me hor.

amanda haha silly girl, i'll write to you soon!
jocelyn i'll ask you soon enough! as soon as i find time HAHA (:

-irresistable-

2007-04-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

awfully tired, just when i thought training was cancelled; the rain stopped and training resumed with puddles of water; training was really tiring - i felt really hot and tired. but it was a good workout today (: loved it. training was from 1630hRs - 2030hRs for the doubles pairs; i was extremely tired! i called him after training to find out bout his SIP, but haha he didn't sound very excited haha. headed back with Gerard, AIYOH, he's crazy lah - only talks nonsense. haha.

anyway, i should really study hard from now onwards, my results TSKTSK.

i miss you dear

junyu haha indeed man.
trixie i'm back to black! AHHHH
samantha i want your blog! ;) sunset huh.
aqilah random huh! (:
sarah hahaha, you stayed in the sun for so long wot!
christopher we werent' really very good lah. ahahha

-youshowedme-

2007-04-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

YAAY!

For the first time in mjc history our tennis team has made it to the quarter finals! HAHAHAHA but guess what? we're the most uncalled for team ever! out of the 11 of us, only 1 has ever played in competitions before, the rest of us are totally NEW to the whole tournament thing. hahahaha.

amazing huh? God's so awesome! indeed it's God's blessing that's brought us so far - no one thought we would make it, but we did! thank you for supporting us either way (: heh. especially chong lee and lihuan! loves. i think it's great how everyone tried their best. uh huh, good job everyone!

me.sarah.trixie (: wednesday in town.

there's always a silver lining; there's hope that we would make it thru and we did.
today's game score 3-2 to MJC against ACSinternational!
catherine: 9-7 [lost]
beverly: 9-7 [won]
trixie&samantha: 9-8 [lost]
pearl&abby: 9-6 [won]
pheobe: 9-5 [won]
good job girlies. love all of you so so so so much!

how we bullied jwen today because he left his phone in the LT again. haha (: to redeem his phone, he had to carry our files; i took a video too. haha. it's super heavy mind you.

anyway, i'm reading a new book trading up! from the best selling author of sex and the city. woo hoo. shall go sleep now. i'm shacked. BYEE~

jocelyn i never see! AH!
mr WEN smile lah my wonderful goal keeper! (:

-sleepyme-

2007-04-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

congrats to GUITAR syf on receiving gold! woo hoo.

tmr's tennis match against ACSint.
tmr's soccer match against SRJC.

(:

encounter 1:
something really dumb happened at pasir ris central & iris said i was silly "who ask you don't stay in HDB flats" SIGH

encounter 2:
iris went to council room, got my bag down, but totally forgot her own bag! "it didn't occur to me that i had to bring my own bag down" OMG.

who's the silly one now! haha.

mr WEN haha indeed indeed. both monkeys!
trixie HAHAHAHA shhhh! (:
eleanor tell me when you've made up your mind.
joshua AIYOH thanks for everything AGAIN! haha. gp was difficult man.

-nationswillcryourname-

2007-04-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

all the best for SYF tmr guitar people! (:

we love you!

i miss my handsome one! it's been so long. AHHH. i'm so busy. competitions, catching up with school work, trainings! AH!

i found out what i shouldn't have, cos it kinda makes me upset. but i guess it's just reality huh. actually i realised pretty long ago but never really thought much about it. but then again,it's just part and puzzle of life isn't it. you can't please the world. like henry said, i shouldn't be upset over minor things. but that sinking feeling just comes at times.

anyway to my advisory, i think you better clear things up as soon as possible, i really don't think it's fair and if i were you, i'll demand an answer, a proper reasoning. where's the justice in everything he said? as much as you say trust, i don't think you should just brush it aside and go on letting him believe that it's okay.

i have SO much work to do! econs 4 essays, GP comprehension, chem carboxyl compounds tut etc. GOODNESS. no sleep tonight i suppose? haha. oh wells.

btw, the boys lost their match against HCI 4-1 :( it's alright k guys.

samantha (: i definitely think so too.
catherine love you girl.
joshua aiyah, share lah. hahaha it's a super nice song!
mr wen HAHA, right....
mr jeng HAHA, you're dreaming...
junyu he's asking for it. hahaha
jin kai uhh random! lol.
ziqi but i'm still FAT! haha.

-tilltheendoftimei'llbewatching-

2007-04-17T17:21:00.000+08:00

randomness....

i love:
it when guys have etiquette and manners
[it makes guys seem really manly when they know how to portray themselves]
to observe how my class boys behave
[it's really amusing; they say the funniest stuff and the weirdest things]
it when people stand up for me
[i feel extremely lucky and loved - haha, like people are on my side]
the feeling of helping people
[it makes me feel that i'm doing a good deed, i'm happy when others are happy too]
it when people randomly surprise me
[smses/emails/phonecalls/gifts/notes - they really really make my day]
to see boys help each other
[when they laugh & curse at each other playfully but help each other up, after a fall - dun ask why!]
it when people compliment me
[haha who doesn't like a compliment! haha]
it when people remember something about me
[what i like to eat/drink/go/watch etc. hahaha, random!]
it when people say "welcome" when i say "thank you"
[i think it's basic courtesy, and i think it's only right, and it makes me happy. haha]
guys are really gentlemanly to girls
[shows that they've got good upbringing]
it when people make me laugh, jokes, comments, silliness
[life should be carefree, fun and full of enjoyment - don't you agree? haha]

i totally dislike:
it when people criticize about my things
[shoes/bags/handwriting/clothes/size - "as long as i'm happy, that's all that matters"]
boys who use vulgarities at girls or even around girls; especially to their girlfriends
[i think they should have some form of selfcontrol; boys should be more sophisticated]
it when i'm the last to know of something & people go "you mean you don't know?!"
[what's wrong with not gossipping alot & trying to find out things?]
people who say bad things about christianity
[we all have our own beliefs, if you don't believe in Jesus, don't say things to put others down]
it when people say things about my friends in front of me
[if you don't have anything good to say to me about them, don't say it]
it when people compare me with others "why can't you be ___ just like ___"
[each person is an individual, don't compare]
people who force me to watch horror flicks or send me scary websites & emails
[get a life! don't ever try it or you'll know the consequences]

i shall just tell you bout the last 2 periods of the day.
i think we've disappointed him alot, more than we think and i think at times we are really being unfair to him; he's showered us with alot of love, forgiving us in many situations that i believe we don't have the right to give him the kind of attitude we've been showing. plus, it's not like we're performing. we should do our part as students and really work hard for what we want to achieve.

i know by tomorrow many of us may perhaps just forget what the 2 people have said, but i really hope not. i pray that we'll take into consideration what they both pointed out. especially what joanna said - bout showing them that we can do it and not disappoint them time and again. we should really work hard. looking at mr hon just now i really can see that he's really upset and disappointed with our class. being put down so many times. always targetted and always pinpointed i think he's suffered enough. many of us feel that pw, not much effort was put in on both sides, but i guess he's not exactly to blame. we all had a part to play. either way, thank you Joanna for taking the stand to talk to the class today (:

mr lin: what starts with n & ends with g that is the only perfect insulator of electricity
class: nothing! huh?!?!?
mr lin: vacuum is nothing.
class: ohhh.
mr pang: den next time i ask my lao ma to use the nothing cleaner.
HAHAHAHA i think it's super funny.

oh i changed song cos i think it's super nice, heard it from josh's blog. hahaha. oh and me and canphylia ate ben&jerry's today after school before headed back for cca. haha.

weiwen i dun want peopel to read wot (:
eleanor it's not a her, it's a him. grrr.

-ijustcan'tlivealie-

2007-04-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

this is happening tomorrow.

only 5 flavours avaliable though!

hahahaha.

head to white sands tmr! (:

2007-04-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

GRRR both times we went to MI, it rained - i'm rather annoyed, but haha we finally finished our game; at 1830hRs BIG SIGH. haha. the 4 of us [bev/trix/sarah/me] spent the time in MI during the wait talking bout sweet guys ;) like what we think guys should do for us girls. [eg, send the gf home, pay for meals & alot of other things] i mean it's only natural for guys to treat girls with utmost love. haha doesn't everyone agree? (: haha. yeah. girls are meant to be pampered. uh huh, it was super fun as we talked about the sweetest things we've heard boyfriends do for girlfriends and stuff [eg. havoc/xxx/yyy/zzz - no names mentioned]. hahaha. silly talks.

anyway MJC beat MI tennis team with a score of 4-1 YAAY. okay, i shall write out all the match scores cos i finally can remember. haha.

catherine: 9-3 [lost]
beverly: 9-3 [won]
trix&sam: 9-3 [won]
abby&pearl: 9-2[won]
pheobe: 9-3[won]
i'm proud of my girls. HUGS. you girls did great!

-start of rant-
ARRGH you don't have the right to say things like that to us, to dampen our spirits, to voice our your disappointment just because we lost the first match. spare a thought for catherine for goodness sake and see where you placed us. we were just cheering her up, we were just making her feel better, plus the next 2 matches hadn't even begun. it's not fair that you made 2 people cry, you made us so stressed, you made us so demoralized. we're out there trying our best already and there you shout at us, it's not like we were at the losing end, we were winning. did you really have to put all that pressure on us, did you have to make us feel so upset when we were trying our upmost best to put in our best effort. even if you had wanted to say things like that, you could have said it in a better tone, not the way you did. we all tried our best and these are the types of things you said, i think it's truly unfair. we are a team, and we're working together, don't upset us like that. if you're unhappy, go vent it on something else and not us, especially not before a game. it's totally unfair. as much as many times we don't seem to be serious; we're trying our best each time we go out to a match, we put in the best efforts and we're learning from each mistake. stop criticizing us and making us feel so demoralized. you're not helping at all. with all do respect, next time you want to say something, think about how it would affect us first.
-end of rant-

anyway, the beer worked quite a bit. the prayers and all. thank you roystance, for the encouraging msgs throughout the day (: uh huh, God is working in me. either way, i called justin at 2.30am last night and thankfully he was still awake. haha so yeah, talked for a while before i tried to sleep again. yaay. love u! it was successful haha.

lalala. i've SO much work to do :( sigh.

junyu haha my daddy's sweet!
petrina I ALSO DUNNO! ahhhh :(
jocelyn haha a little bit! (:
alina uhh, MI/tpjc/acs[int]/rjc

-sweetness-

2007-04-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday i spent my whole day watching heros, and guess what? turns out at night i couldn't sleep at all :'( i didn't sleep the whole night, that's really amazing huh. haha but gosh, my brain couldn't stop thinking of alot of things.

:'(

this morning i made it to church despite my extreme tiredness. thank you joshua tay & roystance especially for praying for me, i really felt comforted. when roystance msged just now to promise to pray for me around the time i was gonna turn in, i was greatly touched. thanks. either way, thank you the few of you who stood around to join us in prayer - joshua goh/daniel korkor/leslie/wesley/jasper/brendon/roystance/joshua tay (: it was amazing to see that you guys cared when my little nonsense would have been crap to others.

eitherway, i decided that since it wasn't easy for me to turn in, i would tire myself out, so i spent 3hRs at the club playing tennis. had training with my brother & friends. i was the rose among the thorns as daddy put it. haha. but it didn't work =( i'm not the least bit tired. so daddy gave me baileys and a can of beer to help me sleep. so yes it's setting in as i write, so i'll be turning in soon (: daddy's so funny right. weird method.

random question: have you ever had a sinking feeling in your heart but you don't know what it's about? [i'm feeling that way now. sigh]

tmr's our match with MI cos last friday we didn't play due to the rain. oh wells.

samantha silly girl.
tak wai hahaha. indeed! thanks (: haha you flatter me! lol.
alina haha well, now you know
junyu awww. adik... haha. and thanks for the cheering up & for making me laugh on ___ issue.

-missingyou-

2007-04-14T07:56:00.000+08:00

don't give me that crap.

-yakhtmmc-

2007-04-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

True love is not insisting your girl is beautiful when everyone says otherwise, its when it doesn't matter; quoting from junyu's nick last night (:

tomorrow's our next tennis match against MI. it's an away match so yeah, we won't be in MJC.

anyway, today was the usual school routine, with hide and seek during lunch. haha. yeah, so after school we had 'training' but then it rained. oh but nicky rolled the courts for us - so sweet of him! yaay. after that had dinner at macs & i tell you, the boys couldn't stop making me laugh with all the happenings that they did in VS; i really laughed non-stop. the things that single-ed boys school do really amuses me. no wonder they don't want to let VS become co-ed! HAHA.

before training...
me: ah i feel fat... ahh.
shern: you're super skinny!
me: *floats*
shern: later you get blown away cos you're too light.
me: ah!!!! *blushes*
trixie couldn't stop laughing cos she says people shouldn't flatter me, i'll get swell-headed. hahahaha. more was said but i shall not flatter myself, cos i know the boys have alot to comment after this - haha, either way, diet always starts tmr, just like gordan returning me my shirt takes 4mths. HAHA; he still hasn't returned me btw!

bring $22 dollars tmr! everyone please remember, it's for IVLE payment!

joshua thanks! haha.
sarah love you girlfriend! (:
hong zhou haha this morning you were so amusing when you said i was___-like!
jocelyn have fun babe!

-stopwastingtime-

2007-04-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

THE TEAM (:

today's tennis match against TPJC was a good fight (:

MJC vs TPJC; 4-1! YAAY. good job girls! love you all to bits! pearl and i won masselia & some other girl 9-1, good job partner! pearl couldn't stop jumping for joy after that. hahaha. it was nice seeing mass after like 1000000 years! haha. she sang the usual song "abby baby, you're the one. you make bathtime, lots of fun!" HAHAHAHA she never fails to make me laugh at the nonsense she does! i miss the TAXI gang. hahaha. but guess what! i'm like SO much darker now! GOODNESS. haha not to mention RED haha. either way, thank you boys for coming down to support, to the seniors who took leave from work to watch us play our first match. thanks!

I'M SO DARK! ahhhh.

pearl`it was super great partnering you today! you were awesome & always oh-so-high (: thanks for the support, the encouragements & everything. TRITON! haha either way, great job HUGS!

Bring in the rain, bring in the shine

Let it go stop wasting time,

I'm calling out to you

And don't chase the sun, don't race the sky

Let it go stop wasting time

And I'm calling out to you

I'm calling out to you

thanks dear for walking me back! the girls are good stalkers eh. hahaha.

//edit- after reading my previous post..
*Liang*: STAY FAT PLEASE!!
*abby : haha yes alright, if u see me now - you'll say i'm super fat!
*Liang: good!!! if you never hit 70kg you don't stop eating

HAHAHAHA

junyu good comments can. hahaha.

catherine HEY GIRL! (: played well eh!

jocelyn LOVES! it was great!

...... thanks! so sweet of you. write your name! =)

deborah HAHA scary right! i think i shall delete that post. so scary. haha.

-inthemorning-

2007-04-10T17:16:00.000+08:00

tmr's our tennis match against tpjc - who wants to come support come tpjc! HAHA kidding kidding (:

btw, i'm waitinf for jocelyn to send me pics from last night (: it was awesome catching up with her! HUGS. mummy and daddy ordered so much food for like the 2 families. hahaha. but i love the food!

For those who keep saying i'm fat,
this post is for you!

who says fat is ugly? take a look at these pictures.

lalala, i'm happy to be the way i am now! (: so stop commenting on my weight/my size/my looks!

eitherway, i'm off for tuition now! BYEEEEE~

-comerain,comeshine-

2007-04-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

i shall upload pics another time cos i'm OH SO TIRED. my legs are killing me from the tremendous amount of distance we covered shopping; we girls are the ultimate at shopping (: futhermore, the trying to surprise iris was really lousy! hahahaha but at least we tried!

oh i bought a pair of new white heels. iris commented "very you!" haha. anyway, i'm gonna start saving money cos, GOODNESS, i spent alot this 2 weeks - gonna save now! yupps, and also dieting. woo hoo. i'm learning from iris. okay, so i'm going to study now! BYE!

btw, thanks for the ride back home dear! (: LOVES.

and yes i did upload the song on my blog - it's a bit jerky though, shall change song soon.

junyu indeed. LOL. but you're the weird one!
weiwen AIYOH you're so imfamous already!
christopher how can it be your computer? haha (:

-happyeaster-

2007-04-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

our conversation online at 2300hRs
You have successfully received D:\My Documents\My Received Files\comedy - power rangers vs barney.mp3 from [Son of Victoria] ~ You are not alone, i am here with you ~.
me: the song. SO EVIL! lol
zeph: n i always thought the power rangers were the good guys
me: SAME!
zeph: ho would have know they'd beat up barney
me: power rangers ARE evil!
zeph: i think that episode of power rangers was banned after it was created psychologists said it might have an adverse effect on the barney fans n besides im sure the company didnt want to get sued by the barney producers
me:but maybe because they thought barney was a REAL dinosaur so they wanted to banish him?
zeph: i mean poor rangers always fight weird monsters looking like anything so i guess to them barney looked weird it didnt help when barney got humungous n they had to send their zords to fight him but did barney want that? no..just his luck to be forced to turn big
me: it's by imagination!
zeph: no big as in building size big. i wonder y the producers even produced such a show lah
haha im swearing off power rangers...barney all the way!
me: HAHAHAHA, i think barney will win power rangers anyhow! barney can travel the world, the power rangers can only combine and transform.
zeph: but it was a power rangers show n power rangers always win. barney's spirit lives on in us..*sobs*
me: LOL power rangers is nonsensical - they ALWAYS win. even when it's obvious that they are at the losing end, they barely even have powers! oh, my friend thinks she has powers cos she can hold a bowl of icecream & spoon upside down without it dropping HAHA
zeph: isn't that cos the ice cream sticks to the bowl?
me: i also say!
zeph: haha i have powers too. i got a machine that ca turn water into ice
me: having a machine's NOT a power!! the machine's the powerful one la!

2mins later..
zeph: omg i just found this webbie http://www.kairossales.com/barney-personalized-lyrics.html hahahahahah its like damn coincidental
me: WHO'S ABBY?
zeph: its personalizzed lah so people can just insert any name in. the webmasters just decided to use abby
me: SO FAKE ONE. why are you looking at things like these! tsk tsk tsk.. you've a mind of a 5year old!
zeph: haha i was looking for the song lyics to prove my point[talking about "you are special song; by barney"]
me: HAHA. do you know the song "do your ears hang low?" there's a pop song now that has the tune of it. do you know what song issit?
zeph: dunno
me: nvm =(
zeph: but then i know that... cos abby's special, special, abby's really special, abby's special in her own way..
me: hahahaha (:

my adik does the weirdest things...... haha..

# Fun Fact 1
More money is printed daily for monopoly game than by the U.S. treasury. - that's what i found on jane's site! COOL HUH!

-doyourearshanglow-

2007-04-07T09:24:00.000+08:00

thursday
i met ele after school to buy things; i had to get a card for mummy etc - we saw a top which i really wanted to get, but they didn't have the blue one, so we decided against getting it. either way, i bought a new jacket! WOO HOO! i shall post pictures later; it's a HOT PINK puma jacket with a little bit of gold, though i never really liked gold, but it really looks nice! haha. i wore it to movie marathon too. yaay. btw, it was the first purchase with my POSB card. HAHA.

pics from dinner! the amount of food is ALOT!

had dinner at the club with the family; we ate oh-so-much i tell you! after that, daddy sent me to school for the movie marathon.

movie marathon was good - the shows were rather nice, cept silk. HAHA. jwen/henry/weiwen all 3 covered their ears HAHA, super hilarious. okay i shan't laugh at them cos i didn't even watch the show. LOL. eitherway, it was rather good la, i slept during some shows though. cannot make it. i was so tired! LOL. oh btw, thank you wysen for lending me your jacket! haha i think i would have been frozen solid otherwise (:

friday
happy birthday mummy!

went to church for good friday service, den we headed to vivocity for lunch & alot of other stuff like shopping. whole day spent with the family (: yaay.

lunch @ whitedogcafe;vivocity

anyway, easter's on sunday! yesterday talked about the crucification of Jesus Christ. He gave his son to die for us, to forgive us for our sins. the passion was a clear presentation of what happened in the past. He was the king, yet he came here to be a servent.

storytime [i heard this on the way to school last week - sermon by pastor prince of new creation church]:
The pastor invited an elderly man to tell a story to the congregation. The old man went "A pastor, his son and his son's friend went out to sea one day. When they were out at sea, there was a storm and the boat capsized. The father managed to get to the boat. BUT He had only one lifeline, so he had a painful decision to make, whether to throw it to his son's friend or his son. He knew his son was saved[through accepting christ], so if he threw it to his son's friend, his son would be forever gone, into the waves. If he threw it to his son, his son's friend would go into a christ-less eternity. He took the lifeline and threw it to his son's friend, knowing that his son would be with christ for eternity as he watched his son get washed away by the waves." After the sermon, a few teenagers went up to the old man and said that they didn't believe his story, that it was too far fetched to believe that any father would give up his own son to save his son's friend. The old man said "i knew you wouldn't believe the story. But i was that father and that pastor[his pointed] is my son's friend."

Pastor Prince went on to say "That's what our heavenly Father did for us. He gave up his ONLY son to rescue us. The power of a father's love." Jesus didn't have to come down to earth, but he did. He didn't have to die on the cross for us, but he did. As he hung there and died, he prayed for us "forgive them Lord". That's how much God loves us, no matter how big our sin, no matter how bad we are, He'll always forgive us.

Today
went shopping with mummy most of the day; paragon shopping! YAAY. i bought the guess watch i've been longing for (: finally! woo hoo. i'm a happy girl. i love my new watch!

my new pink guess watch; it's the 2007 valentine's day edition (:

$155

either way, tmr's easter sunday, so happy easter to everyone! i'm going vivo-ing with 06s403 darlings for iris' birthday (: YAAY.

btw, if you're wondering why i posted that last post; it was cos YEO JUNYU mixed up tulips and daises! TSK TSK TSK. it's so different and yet he went "it's the same! both have 'li's" HAHAHAHA.

plus, happy sixth dearest. i miss you alot :( SIGH. i really hope you won't disappoint me again, you won't hurt me.

anyone has a walk to remember dvd/vcd and is kind enough to lend me, please tell me (:

trixie it's alright darling.
junwen welcomes. *cover ears* HAHA.
eleanor we only have one homeground match girl - all's been explained. love u!
eileen NO THANKS! i dun wanna know! hahaha. eitherway, thanks girl.
stephenie thanks dearie!
jinkai TELL ME WHO! please!!!
iris thanks babe. oh psst, hope you liked our plan ;)
ben uhhh. haha random!
joshua thanks, i sure hope so too - terrified as i am =(
alina haha yups! nice seeing you haha. as usual!
jocelyn YES!!!! i can't wait. but it's a farewell dinner for your sis =( awww. sadd..
junyu DON'T FAKE FAKE! lol.
zhihan so mean lah you 2. haha it's junyu okay!

-viadolarosa;onthewaytocalvary-

2007-04-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

for the benefit of the one who doesn't know the difference between a tulip and a lily - this post is for you.

LILIES TULIPS
there you go! (:

2007-04-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

happy 18th birthday iris darling! (:

though we bullied you alot today, but knoe that we have your best interests at heart! haha, i hope you liked the coupons/card/cake/clues! (: we went through alot of effort to put something together for you. hahaha. cos right, we're quite disorientated one. haha. but eitherway, i hope you had fun! we love you! read iris' blog if you wanna know what we did. haha.

with more love than you could ever ask for (:

okay we had a match against tjc; my first mathc in all my life - i lost. okay don't ask me bout it & don't even bother trying to tease me about it; don't blame me if i burst into tears or i shout at you.

to you who laughed`i know you didn't mean it, but as upset i was already, you just rubbed salt into the wound; instead of comforting & encouraging, you teased me about it. thanks man.

to trixie` i'm sorry we lost alright? you're a great partner! love u. don't be upset k? we'll do better next time. i think you did a great job today! you did really well. HUGS.

random note: girls all want to be pampered. [quoted from ele]

haha okay that's about it. oh and ele! you slimmed down ALOT. rocks. totally.

-trust-

2007-04-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

btw, change of venue - the girls are now going to TJC for the match instead of AJC; ahhh, now i'm even more terrified. GRRR.

-ahhhh-

2007-04-03T18:06:00.000+08:00

keep holding on..

just standing strong..

keep holding on..

we'll make it thru..

lalala, random song. 0okay byee! tuition now (:

btw, to junwen, please do not be upset and dejected by the series of results; i'm sure with hard work you will do better alright? (:

oh and josh, congrats for doing so well yet again!

okay, for those of you who don't know, i got ZERO for econs test; not because i didn't take the test but because i attached the wrong cover sheet to the wrong paper! haha, okay, either way, I WILL WORK HARD. i feel motivated.

junyu hahaha, damn bad leh you!
jocelyn i hope it's soon! btw, please email me your blog add, i lost it!!! sorry girl ):
eileen that's not a good thing you pig! haha. you're scary. hahaha.
christopher haha, it can't be helped that you aren't cute! sorry! =P

-wdykypwysyw?-

2007-04-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

i'm totally shacked- my brain is fried, my legs are aching and my body is tired. haha. either way, it was a good workout; yesterday jogging with adik, pe this morning 3 rounds, training 4rounds. my legs are breaking. haha. oh wells. joanna commented "abby! are you growing slimmer? or is it just that the shorts are larger? is that a new pair of shorts?" HAHAHAHA no! it was the same shorts for the past year (: woo hoo. but then again, looks can be deceiving! hahahaha. i shall have to go on diet either way!

anyway, just for the info of those who care - tournament starts next week! [oh i didn't realise it was next week]
ashraff: when's your tournament? coming soon?
me: not yet lah, 11april [i replied very intellegently]
ashraff: isn't that next week?
me: no? it's quite long lah..
ashraff: today's 2nd april! it's NEXT WEEK!
me: crappppppp....
he bursts into laughter; as always how our conversations end. SIGH!

anyway, here are the dates:
11april - tpjc
13april - mi
20april - acs international [homeground]
25april - rjc
okay, yes, it's a tough fight, furthermore, we aren't experienced players. i should be playing doubles with catherine (: love her to bits! yupps, since i don't wanna play singles and lose the whole game by myself; damn malu! hahahahaha.

wednesday, the girls will be going to anderson jc to play against the team there (: jurong jc will be coming to play with the boys in mj - uh huh, that's what i just found out today. yup, it'll be our first friendlies for the girls; scared to the max. oh wells.

anyway, i've decided to work hard from today onwards cos obviously i haven't been doing well in my studies over the past block test - i made a pact with tin for the next few papers & i'm determined to do well. motivate me please people. haha. after school today, henry/weiwen/guoguang/junwen/me sat in class & we talked about how badly we're really doing in school. so i've really really decided to study hard hard hard. yaay.

i'm missing you.

petrina hahaha i know already! (:
jocelyn i miss you girl! when are we supposed to have family dinner? haha
Mr Jeng alright, you think mr jeng sounds cooler issit? HAHAHA.
justin haha. indeed indeed :P
leslie haha cos it's the name of our girl's group. den i forgot your surname!
christopher cos i'm special! (: hahaha. be his kakak!

-idwytsa-

2007-04-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

night out with my adik (:

alright, so he asked me to go for dinner; i suggested a jog before that cos i just felt like running. haha so yes we went a short jog; cos obviously i can't run much for nuts.

me: how long do you think we ran?

junyu: 1.6km

AHHHHH! i was super tired please, it felt like 100km or smth. haha. anyway, so we headed for dinner at simpang. i ate prata bomb & plaster, his treat![both of which the 'innocent' boy has never eaten; he doesn't know what he's missing man!] haha, yeah we met ken there too. haha. yupp. so yeah, watched the second half of the man u match there, while chitchatting (: yup, den he walked me back where we talked about alot of things yet again; i questioned him but he keeps insisting that he's a 'virgin woo-er' HAHAHAHA oh wells.

thank you for the fantastic time adik, for the treat & for the sharing.

me: go see the moon! it's super round (:

tin: as round as what?

(: haha

WEI! hahahaha. stooopid boy.

eileen HAHAHAHA.

justin where got ppl so bhb ask me to take care of you one! hahaha (:

petrina what's HEROS?

henry aiyah same difference.

-sdttm-

2007-03-31T23:05:00.000+08:00

new blogskin (:

it's not innocence - it's purity.

-love!-

2007-03-31T20:24:00.000+08:00

im bored. honestly i am. haha.

there's nothing to do @ home! i watched home&living channels for 3hRs; tried to study for 2hRs; ate non-stop for all 5hRs; watched ice princess for the 10000millionth time; did some nonsense for 2hRs - i dunno what i've been doing the whole day. GRRR. lol. it's a mass difference from yesterday's fun-filled day. hahahaha.

anyway, im thinking of changing my blogskin. hahaha. okay i shall go search for blogskins now. byeee~

btw, he's sick! ARRGH i feel so helpless. bleagh. please get well soon. though you shouldn't be reading this cos you're supposed to be in bed. haha (: love u.

A friend

i. Won't allow you to self-destruct
ii. Will take all the time thats's needed no matter what time of day to listen to your problems and give you her/his best advice
iii. Is someone who can open up and be himself/herself around you
iv. Will swallow his/her pride to take ur advice
v. Will never write you off
vi. Is someone who keeps promises,tells the truth,makes time for you and is someone to laugh with
vii. Is a person who knows what you are saying, even if you're not talking
viii. Understands what you're feeling, even if you don't understad your own feelings
ix. Will always forgive you,usually before you forgive yourself
x. Will do something for you and not ask for a favor in return
xi. Comes and cheers for you at your games
xii. Will always say that u look great - even if you dont
xiii. Will tell you if you have something in your teeth
xiv. Doesnt talk bad about you
xv. Has a special place in your heart and is always there when you need them
xvi. Is someone who will hold in a laugh when you make a fool out of urself
xvii. Stays after school when you get into trouble, to help you write 250 sentences
xviii. Is someone that you respect, who respects you and shares their feelings
xix. Makes you feel good about yourself
xx. Encourages yoo to reach for your goals
xxi. Never gets jealous of you
xxii. Shares the good times and helps out by listening during the bad times
xxiii. Never tells a secret they promise not to tell
xxiv. Doesnt talk about you to other friends.
xxv. Is forever and for life
xxvi. Is there for you even when you feel like the world is against you
xxvii. Will open the door for you no matter how late it is
xxviii. Would never betray you
xxix. Helps you make new friends
xxx. Might get in fights with you but will always forgive you
xxxi. Is someone who will share lunch with you if you forgot yours
xxxii. Doesn't laugh when someone makes a mean joke about you
xxxiii. Likes you for who you are and not what you look like because tha is what really matters
xxxiv. Never makes fun of anything you have or do
xxxv. Helps you get up when you fall at the roller skating rink
xxxvi. Is not about beauty or popularity, but is osmeone who likes you personality
xxxvii. Is with you to the end
xxxviii. Doesnt always think the way that you do
xxxix. Is a person who will tel on you when you are doing drugs or smoking
xL. Is someone that tells you when you are wrong, but not in a bad way
xLi. Is someone that you own mum trusts too
xLii. Is not afraid to be seen with you
xLiii. Will laugh at your jokes, even if they're bad
xLiv. Never blames everything on you
xLv. Will give you the last bite of their candy bar.
xLvi. Is a present that you can open again and again
xLvii. Is someonewho believes you when nobody else will

so how good a friend are you?

my nick's "i'm bored"
joel says: www.bored.com
HAHAHAHAHA.

btw, i'm super jealous now. AHHHHHHH. i want holidays too :(

hong zhou I ALSO SAY!
christopher hahahaha. i totally agree. VGS. haha!
weiwen i helping you to promote! (:
henry cos it was weiwen lorhz!!!
joshua weiwen gave me the spelling one! hahahahaha.

-keepholdingon-

2007-03-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

i tell you my class ~~guys~~ boys really crack me up; today was like the ultimate laughing day - a million and one jokes from the whole bunch, since the first lesson till we left raffles place. OMG it was super funny lah.

yesterday was funny too! the boys kept disturbing wysen and lao da. SUPER funny. lol. okay and i jacked gerard. sorry man dude. but it was really funny. hahahha. blah! :P anyway, back to today.

we were late for the econs lecture at SMU today and WHY? because of pang wei wen. hahaha. made us take bus 12 all the way to city hall; sat till i nearly puked i tell you. haha, worse part was when we decided to get off at lavander to take mrt, at city hall, bus 12 passed us. ARRGH damn fustrating. but it was hilarious all the way - jokers to the max. ask me if you wanna know some of the jokes. they said so many jokes. it's like a class joke with lao da most of the time. haha. the covering of lao da and "sui long tou" lol. damn funny. okay.

ultimate joke of the day.
"you know lao da always keeps quiet when we tease him all the time, maybe one day he will explode den he'll go 'jiken jiken jiken jiken. hor chio hor chio hor chio'"-henry&weiwen HAHAHAHAHA.

i tell you i laughed like anything. okay only if you know lao da den you'll know what i'm saying.but really it was damn funny. oh and guoguang's jokes are evil crap. smack him please. lol. anyway, here are some pictures i took. lol.

weiwen & joanna drawing in class during recess drawing by huitong/weixian/joanna/weiwen

from weiwen's chemistry exam paper.

from weiwen's maths paper "and so on..." HAHAHAHA. this was exam leh!

from gerard's maths paper"what's this?"HAHAHAHAHA well said.

silly day man. grrrr. ultimate nonsense. canphy/cleo/me couldn't stop laughing the whole day. the whole bunch of them were seriously the most nonsensical bunch of people in the whole world. my stomach hurts from laughing too much. hahaha.

on a random note: i think guoguang's new handphone is super fun to play. the photo taking game. grrrr. maybe i should get sony ericson. haha i played with his phone for most of the lecture cos it was really boring. i think only wysen paid attention. lol. the talk was really redundant lah. nothing that really affects us.

petrina HAHAHAHA indeed! the newest email is also super funny. lol.
eileen haha. don't scandal! lol.
starsunder LOL. okay.

-youscammedmeyesterday!!!-

2007-03-28T19:20:00.000+08:00

today was tennis trials and all the other CCA recruitments. i was amazed at the response for tennis; really i was! haha. but nevertheless it was really quite fun lah - i mean i did all the work while the many just sat around doing nothing, but haha i don't really care. i had fun. yupps. talked to hazel/samantha haha. some silly stuffs but overall, good response for tennis!

yuppies. oh yesterday after school i headed to have lunch at SUBWAY with tin; i miss the food in aussie man. really i do. haha. yeah so after that, we just hung around chitchatted. i mean, okay i did most of the talking & okay, ARRGH nvm. shan't talk about that. so yeah. den joele called to ask us to have dinner. so yeah, headed down to have dinner with the 2. hung out for a while den tin sent me back before the other 3 hung out at katong. lol. guys night out or smth. ele feel better kays!

anyway, i was quite upset with something on sunday night/early morning - some still online at 2am would have heard bout it, but yeah. when i opened my mail on monday afternoon, i couldn't stop smiling. he sent it to make me feel better. sweet (:

what i found in the mail.

anyhow, i wanna watch teevee already. i'm hooked on cooking/home&living channels. BYEEEEE!

christopher hahaha. in 2 hrs (:

joanna HUGSS. thanx!

trixie gonna kill you! haha

stephenie huggies.

henry don't lie. hahahaha. everyone knows!

justin uh huh. thanks dear.

deborah meimei you silly thing!

-deidray?-

2007-03-26T22:34:00.000+08:00

okay i'm extremely lazy to blog so i'll just leave you with pictures (:

i love my meimei; the million photos we took. NUMBER 18!

cousins gang; taken in church!
LOVE! okay after many pictures, we were tired, thus sleeping time!
haha okay that was all taken on sunday. i just came home today to pack my room & my notes etc; clement helped me. way cool oh take a look at my physics file[the light blue one below] it's completely filled to the brim. weird huh.

during recess iris and i were talking about how someone had straight Fs for a levels & i was seriously surprised. i really hope i don't end up in that position someday :( yeah, den after school cleo told me that mak bought gladys a $120 dress from topshop, just cos she liked it. i went "so sweet!!!" den cleo went "but other guys all think that it's just trying to please the girl" hahaha, den we went on to talk about how girls and guys sure think differently! oh and during GP today the boys kept sucking up to cleo cos they wanted her to put in a good word for them to the netballers HAHAHA the nerve of our class guys!

thank you zhihan for offering to be a company today. really appreciated it though i never said anything. anyway, so yes i walked home alone today after school just strolling quite so slowly; thinking and wondering. i really wonder what tomorrow will hold. i bumped into tai kuku along the way, as usual she was afraid of the sun HAHA. either way, my dog has rashes :( SIGH it's sooo poor thing lah, i shall take better care of it! i love it alot.

what tomorrow holds installed for us. the world awaits.

-indulgence/independence/incompetent-

2007-03-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

today i sat through worship with meimei & it was the first in a long time since i had a good worship session - the previous times i was always on duty but it's for the glory of God (: either way, today was jersey day so the cousins gang wore our jerseys; i was really proud of mine! haha, oh meimei & i both have jerseys with the number 18! LOVE. [yes we took alot of photos; thanks to clement for taking the photos haha]

after church lunched with the family @ marina square; ate kenny rogers SUPER FULL. haha played tennis at beverly's place; it was fun-filled. laughter & silliness! took quite a few pics too. so yeah, after that went to changi village for dinner; chit chatted about boys & they asked me bout MM and all lah.. hahaha. den yah, went back with catherine; we had ALOT to talk about - i mean okay particularly about ___ but haha, i know i shouldn't have, but since she asked, so i told her a bit.. SIGH, it wasn't a good thing though. during cell today, we talked about forgiveness & how we shouldn't hold a grudge against others, not judging them cos we're all different in our own ways and that makes it special. thou shall not judge (:

blending in with the wall; my silly juniors!

dinner @ changi village, 3 people's food! the company!
trixie! (: my wonderful running partner!
hazel & i - black&white team!
geraldine & samantha - the red team!
beverly & trixie - the nonsense team? lol [psst, look at sam in the background!]
my hiding place from the 'crocodile'! smart huh!
the lovely tennis team! [without geraldine cos she was taking the pic!]

i'm so extremely tired. i just wanna plop into my bed! yaay.

the song below is what we sang during worship just now in FL, i was deeply moved - i felt so loved. i was so tired with many things happening in my life; exams, problems, arguments, people but when i heard this song, i just felt so loved & that i knew that no matter what happened, God will always be watching over me, loving me. if i can upload the song unto my blog, i would. but i dunno how to. haha. don't get me wrong, everything in my life, is close to perfect, i love everything bout it; i've got the wonderfullest of friends[in all seriousness, everyone has been so nice to me], i've got a loving boyfriend, i've got lovely parents, i've got God watching over me. i feel really fortunate (:

oh Lord you've searched me
you know my way
even if i've failed you
i know you love me

your holy presence
surrounding me
in every season
i know you love me
i know you love me

at the cross i bow my knee
where your blood was shed for me
there's no greater love than this
you have overcomed the grave
your glory fills the highest place
what can seperate me now?

you go before me
you shield my way
your hand upholds me
i know you love me

at the cross i bow my knee
where your blood was shed for me
there's no greater love than this
you have overcome the grave
your glory fills the highest place
what can seperate me now?
[hillsongs - at the cross]

2007-03-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

i went shopping with mummy today (: i spent alot, i won't say how much, but i bought ALOT; enough to get 2 free bags from marina square, go check out how much that costs. hahaha. xinyi! we can go shopping together man. haha. yes i really shopped alot today, i feel super happy lah! but i wanna buy more stuff anyways.

i bought a new SILVER bag - for school/going out & i absolutely love it [silver has been my other favourite colour after pink of cos; "i'm lovin' it"!] i'm not posting pictures of it, so if you wanna see it, you'll just have to see me! haha. mummy commented when i bought the bag "you know, paris hilton's carrying metalic[mine's soft fabric though] bags too! just like you!" hahaha okay, you know i don't really care what others say about what i carry/what i wear, as long as i like it & i'm happy, it's great! heh. remember my blue nike shoes which my class boys can't stop commenting about; they say it's ugly cos it's blue & has army prints HAHAHAHA but i like it; i mean it's unique and different from what everyone else wears - daring to be different! (: yuppies, so don't give me back comments about my clothes/shoes/accessories cos haha as long as i'm happy it's fine with me. haha okay, unless something makes me look fat den PLEASE tell me! hahaha. okay random stuff.

btw, i've changed to captions being at the top of the picture [only for single pictures] no long at the bottom. but for collages, captions still remains below.

what i wore to go shopping today (=

the extremely cool belt i bought - i dunno why but i just found it really cool. haha.
random question: would you rather buy 1 branded expensive top or 3 non-branded cheaper tops which are of equal beauty? do brands matter more than price? (:

anyway, ending off with pictures from the sentosa trip with my parents.

1) my shirt says 18 if you haven't realised! <3
2) the toilet *grinz*
3) in the pool with daddy & boyboy
4) TAH-DAH!
5) the 1800000th shot mummy took of me jumping for the ball
HAHAHAHA [you can't see the ball though]
6) our secret hiding place
7) the funny peecocks.
8) i took this & i think it's artistic (:
9) pepper crab - all i ate for dinner YUMMY

the weird sky i encountered on my way to school - the clouds were in a particularly weird mannar, okay you can't really see it from the picture but it WAS weird!

joshua

thank you! as always (:
junyu WEI. hahaha. how was your tests?
eileen HUGS.
chengying uhhh. no idea?
candice alrighty girl. when i change templete k!
me okay. haha. no idea what you're saying though.
weiwen it was just ONE question leh!
joanna i miss you girls too - can't wait for the next one!

-shoppinggalore-

2007-03-23T00:42:00.000+08:00

hanging out with my darlings really rocks. okay i tried to shop, but i couldn't find anything eye-catching today SIGH i guess i so wasn't in the mood. but nonetheless, alot of sharing between the 3 of us, the conversations, the same ideas, same thinking bout boys. haha great time spent. around 9pm, went to find eileen's friends at chompchomp. slacked around, okay, i was partially annoyed cos they were like super bo chap lah. then, guess who was part of the clan? dominic. way cool...... but whatever. it was just a time that the 3 of us girls hung out just to have fun. we were in our own world. eileen was damn high.

okay i'm lazy to blog, don't want to. so i'm gonna stop.

-irdkwtd-

2007-03-22T12:20:00.000+08:00

1) a shout-out to my dearest for keeping me company yesterday while i studied. i really appreciate you just accompanying me, though it was really boring & you had to wait 5hRs doing nothing much, cept read your magazine cos i was busy studying. but still want to thank you for being there, for the little chats & all. when we met up i really felt like the luckiest girl in the world. it was lovely company to have you around as always.

2) i never asked you for anything, i never complained. you wanted my honest reply, that's what i gave you. so don't blame me for telling the truth because i tried to tell you more times than ever. but you never understood, you let your emotions overtake you.

3) i don't know what you want anymore. tell me what i'm doing wrong & tell me what you want from me. because obviously, you don't understand whatever i said last night.

today i'm going out with mybestfriend - girlfriends outing. yaay, i don't care! i'm gonna have a blast! woo hoo.

btw, junwen, don't be too upset, i know how it feels man. but it's over, so just don't think about it alrights! smiles! haha. don't get so pissed k..

till then, everyone else, enjoy after exams freeness!

-iyrlm,yuhif-

2007-03-21T20:49:00.000+08:00

//edit- TRITON WON AGAIN!!!!!!!! champions once again!

chemistry paper today was okay lah, not THAT bad i guess, but i don't think i can pass? lol. but nvm. after the paper i studied in the canteen with weiwen ALOT of difficulties. we wanted to ask ms lee in the end we didn't.

TOMORROW LAST PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

haha but yes. around 12 plus, i went to meet tin, den we went to study at popeyes!

okay ALOT of nonsense pictures. not TAKEN by me.

yes i studied! (: 1) mickey & minnie!
2) caught stealing!
3) "drinking 1 cup of green tea a day may cut your risk of colon cancer in half" from tin's men health magazine HAHAHAHA [ziqi/iris/junwen! you should be happy]
4) me studying (:
5) men's health HAHAHAHA
6) love
7) my company from 123o-1830hRs
8) "it's what's inside that counts"
9) shhh! you dunno what's inside [cheers..]

my dinner for today! all cooked by mummy:
#1 chawamushi
#2 delicious sushi
#3 yet again SUPER SHIOK
#4 ramen/miso soup

okay, i'm sooo happy triton's the champions yet again (:
oh btw, it's sooo annoying man, always being accused of cheating. poor triton OGLs.

i don't know what it is that you want from me. SIGH.

-firefirefire-

2007-03-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

okay yes i cried for 4hRs straight yesterday; no it's not about the boyfriend & no it's not a serious issue to you, but to me it shot me right deep down because i know i was guilty.

no i'm not depressed, no i'm not angry nor pissed, no i'm not being an emo kid and no i'm definitely not gonna talk about it [so please don't ask me what this is all about. i really don't wanna talk about it] but i'm fine. it's not somthing that you should bother yourself with.

this issue has plagued me for years & it continues to haunt me every single time SIGH; i prayed so fervently last night, more than i've ever did this year - i can only hope that things turn for the better..

i'm really sorry. for all the times i did what i did, i truly apologize. mostespecially to the two of you, for always standing by me/always waiting/pointing out my mistakes/trying to make me realize. i love you two alot. more than words can say.

block test starts tomorrow. again the routine begins.

to my dearest meimei, i'm so sorry you couldn't get in, i know you're rather upset and all even though you tell me with a smile "i've no regrets, at least i tried! (:" but i know that definitely can't be the case, but i'm glad you're still optimistic about everything. smile alright? HUGS.

if only i made the right decisions. if only, if only.

replies to tags.
junyu i really didn't mean to miss out your tag! so sorry bout that!
christopher haha no cos i'm not 18!
eileen uh huh, all's been said.
ben haha yes it's on the post itself!
justin haha. yes dear.
alina indeed! love it love it love it.
chengying issit? woah that's interesting.
KYLE yes i love you alot dear!
joshua hope everything's okay on your side!
deborah i'm so sorry meimei :(

-everythinghasit'splan-

2007-03-18T19:53:00.000+08:00

i deleted my whole post cos i've completely no mood to blog about everything. but anyway, abby, it's really really TIME TO WAKE UP.

don't ask me about it. only mybestfriend knows what i'm talking about. thank you girl.

-abby-

2007-03-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

after physics & econs today i took cab back with gerard - oh yes we had a good conversation in the taxi HAHAHAHA he's never gonna grow up lah; trust me. haha.

anyway, yes i rushed back to attend clement's party; a bit of disappointment somewhere in between but nevertheless, it was alright. yeah, just some pictures from the party; goodness - there were kids EVERYWHERE haha. then just when i thought there were enough people, more came! oh man, we had station games & i was like shouting at the top of my voice. they were oh-so-noisy! haha (:

there was especially this boy named mark [ele! you should remember how last year too he couldn't stop sticking to me] HAHAHAHA this year too! he kept sticking to me; asking 180000million questions lah! i was so annoyed. hahaha he asked the weirdest things! haha. oh wells, it was sooo weird. haha.

LOVE YOU BOY! (:

oh i'm going to stayover at sentosa hotel tomorrow[mummy got free voucher ticket!] so yeah, i don't think i'll be going online tmr (: anyone gonna be at sentosa, please gimme a call. HAHAHAHA.

anyway, anyone know who this is PLEASE tell me!
irocktheworldman@hotmail.com: hey!
abigail_lam@hotmail.com: uhh, who are you?
irocktheworldman@hotmail.com: benjamin tay
abigail_lam@hotmail.com: uhh, from where?
irocktheworldman@hotmail.com: meridian, you remember?
abigail_lam@hotmail.com: hmmm, not really sorry! what class are you from?
irocktheworldman@hotmail.com: you?
abigail_lam@hotmail.com: 403
irocktheworldman@hotmail.com: what you doing now?
abigail_lam@hotmail.com: what class are you from?
irocktheworldman@hotmail.com: 408
abigail_lam@hotmail.com: there's no such class!
irocktheworldman@hotmail.com: there is
he's REALLY starting to freak me out - i've completely no idea who he is & meridian has no 408 for nuts. who's he trying to kid man.

anyway, jansen's going into army tmr (: all the best to him! i msged him around 7 plus, den at 9plus, i had this feeling he would be at starbucks, so when me and clement went in to get a drink; there he was! haha. it'll be an experiance of a liftime. enjoy it (:

eileen uh huh, i saw! can you please reply my email you sillypoot!
midori i'll change when i change blogskin k? (:
iris HAHAHAHA sorry lah!
willis SIGH! but i'm quite glad i missed it. so extra! lol. don't rub it in! lol.
KYLE stop stop stop terrorizing haha! is go out with family, different okay!
zhi han this is different, it had carmel on the banana! lol and chicken heart has a quiet taste!
stephenie haha next time la! (: lunch is cheaper too! hahaha.
fiona love ya too babe! haha.
jesslyn i'm not supposed to be blogging - supposed to be studying! AHHHH.
keryew haha really? (: hahaha cute right!!!
joshua real sorry bout today lah! but it's your fault! you confused me. hahaha.

-ijhtgbftbof-

2007-03-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's clement's birthday party. haha. gonna have many many kids running round my house. haha. oh wells, it'll be fun i guess (:

sorry willis - thanks for the invite today! bet you guys had loads of fun! hehe.

aunty winnie called in the afternoon, she's alot better i guess. still have to undergo a few more kemo & a whole year on some drugs; she called to ask how i was and everything. so sweet right? she'll continue being in our prayer! (: love her.

for dinner, mummy brought us to a resturant @ joochiat (: the food is excellent. i shall write up a list of great food; no in all seriousness, it was totally fantastic. it was $32/- for adults' dinner. non-stop flow of meat/salads/soups/side dishes futhermore, there was no service charge, no GST! if you use HSBC credit card, 20% discount. OMG; i ate so much i could barely move after that! haha i feel like im promoting for this restaurant! lol. anyhow, here're some pictures from dinner.

Amazing dinner!!

1) SAMBA (:
2) clement & i - he made me take it!
3) this was just my appetizer HAHAHAHA
4) the LONG list of food they were serving for buffet - ranging from beef, lamb, chicken, seafood & plenty more. i was seriously amazed @ the amount of food given. the list had about 30 different kinds of meat/fish/FOOD!
5) chicken heart *looks away* daddy had 5 of these. BLEAGH.
6) the waiter will come round to serve you every 5 minutes with a different food - he'll kindly ask you if you want; if yes, he'll put a large portion unto your plate. this went on for the whole 3hRs we were there (:
7) happy birthday sign for clement's party tomorrow
8) halfway through my main course - they kept putting food, so i kept eating, so not many pictures were taken
9) mummy and i (:

1) benard & i - woah, we both ate the most! (:
2) HAHAHAHA
3) fried banana - never heard off right? but it was super tasty!
4) with the waiter and the wonderful food served.

i ate oh-so-much; i think the price is super worthwhile - the variety is also amazing. ask me if you wanna go there. haha.

anyway, dearest and the rest went to st james to club. grrr. haha. anyway, i'm actually kinda glad i'm not yet 18 haha. but then again i wanna be 18. gah! im not making sense am i? lol.

-showme-

2007-03-13T19:26:00.000+08:00

study @ airport with fruitjuice & adik - okay, and alot of other people after that. haha. either way, it was not as fruitful this time round, but aiyah, not bad already (:

lame videos taken - which i refuse to post. haha;

uh huh, studying (:

the company: junyu/iris/zhihan/wilberg/naiyu/michelle/yiming/adele! love them all. "cat fight cat fight!"

here are some pictures from last time, just felt like posting.AFF chalet (:1) on top of the world!
2) shhh - me and iris!
3) i'm oh-so-high
4) the sushi ;) guoliang ahem
5) the camera man; guoliang!
6) luyi; the sweet young girl. hugs.
7) our secret hiding place.
8) adriel caught sleeping
9) guonian also caught in the act

1) the food at jasmine's party - just apetizers
2) sing song for jasmine!
3) the birthday girl
4) i studied alone (: and proud of it!
5) AHEM my surrounding - it's EMPTY!
6) what kevin took for me to consume HAHAHAHA
7) the coolio plates
8) pretty 21st birthday cake HEH
9) yet again. happy birthday beach.bum!

1) 06s403 patrionizing the sausage stall one last time
2) fruitjuice!
3) the 2 grabed my camera & started cam whoring
4) "i'm so tall" said junwen [psst, he's tiptoeing!]

just some spastic pictures of my class boys. and no, i didn't take the pics; henry did. hahahaha. #1 junwen
#2 randy
#3 henry
#4 kah wee
if you wanna get to know any of them, haha you can come ask me! (:

last but not least, the picture of my darlings and me - okay i was eating when iris took the shot. but i wasn't eating ALL THE TIME okay! (:

i rest my case,
to hear what you said,
to feel the pain.

i don't know what i have to do
to prove it all to you.
time & again,
my heart just broke.

you know, sometimes i just don't understand why we can't just appreciate the things we have. what we have is never enough to satisfy us - we always yearn for more, comparing ourselves with others, wanting what others have. i just don't get it. is it really that hard to enjoy what we have now, to stop complaining, to appreciate the things that God has already given us. i admit, sometimes i'm like that too; always demanding for more. asking God why don't i get this, why don't i have that.

we're more forunate than alot of people; than those people in other countries who are just waiting for a chance to live. just hoping to see the sun rise the next day and here we are complaining about the things we've yet to receive.

i believe we should really learn to acknowledge what we already have and not be greedy, not be unsatisfied for the things that have been given to us, is truly God's will - thank you God for blessing me with the numerous things in my life. sometimes i may not appreciate it, but now i truly want to thank you. at times we may be pessimistic in life, but from now, i think we should learn to be optimist, to look on the brighter side of life.

you know, as i left the airport just now, i saw this bunch of African American kids getting on the escalator; they seemed so happy just to have a chance to ride on it. they were smiling, wondering why the "floor" beneath them could move. i was smiling to myself; kids sure have a way of appreciating life. as i walked to tanah merah, i came across this young boy - about 11years old. in clutches; but he was smiling as he walked slowly from one end of the entrance to another. then i thought to myself, if he's happy, what more should i be asking for? i have so much to thank God for. and then i did. i thanked him.

following that 2 paragraphs, last night sophie talked to me on MSN asking if i wanted to go for mission trip - you know, my whole family and mummy's cell are going for mission trip in december; so i may not be able to go with the touche people. but i'm so afraid of going there, i'm really not prepared to see what's installed for me over there. sophie went "just pray & ask God to guide you" and i guess i'll just have to wait and see. as afraid as i am, i know God just wants to work wonders in my life.

tomorrow's my GP paper; i know the questions are difficult, the passage is horrendous, but i chose not to read it - i chose not to remember any questions from the compo; it was right there before me, i glanced through it but i decided if i wanted to judge my ability, i've to be fair. so please don't tell me the questions, i have forgotten everything that the 2 told me, so please don't remind me. thanks.

anyway, my stomach's starting to hurt again. SIGH but either way, i think it's better than monday. woo hoo i blogged alot today. hahaha. time to go back and mug!

give me some time, i need to recover <3

-piercingpain-

2007-03-13T11:10:00.001+08:00

im so sorry fruitjuice!! i'll buy you a drink when i see you again (: sorry girl.
why'd you have to hurt me so bad? when you said those words, when you asked those questions i felt like i was being torn apart. i can't believe you said such things.
junyu haha what's with the random singing?
christopher wei! it's not gastric okay. haha it's different [ihope!]
KYLE stop stop stop. shhh. hahahaha. sorry bout today i can't go for dinner.

-igotpapertmrSIGH-

2007-03-13T10:50:00.000+08:00

something i just felt like doing (: strawberryshortcake & friends!

Angel Cake™
Angel Cake is the queen of cake decoration. She’s a gifted artist who makes beautiful cakes of almost any size. She can be temperamental, and her moods can change quickly, too. But she is always a good friend and is generous to a fault. Her land, called Cakewalk, is a whole town of decorated layer cake houses. They’re beautifully decorated because they are all covered with Angel Cake’s exceptional icing designs.

Apricot ™

Apricot is the new girl in Strawberryland who lives in an apricot cottage with her loyal little bunny Hopsalot! She may be just a bit younger than the other Strawberry girls, but she has huge aspirations to try everything they do! Apricot has quite the imagination, and can think up some pretty fantastic tales! Deep down, she's super-sweet with the best of intentions, so the other girls always go out of their way to help her out.

Blueberry Muffin™
Blueberry Muffin bakes the most delicious muffins in Strawberryland. Because she loves reading stories, her over-active imagination often runs away with her. She frequently exaggerates and uses big words and dramatic phrases. But she’s also a lot of fun and thinks up the best make-believe games. Blueberry’s muffin-shaped cabin is in Blueberry Valley, a peaceful place surrounded by wild blueberry bushes.

Coco Calypso™

Coco Calypso is an easy-going, fun-loving girl with a tropical home on the sugar sand beaches of Seaberry Shore. She throws the best beach parties, and everyone in Strawberryland loves her famous recipe for delicious Seaberry Treats! Coco loves making music, too–-she plays guitar while her pet, Papaya Parrot, sings along.

Crepes Suzette™

Crepes is Pearis's hottest up and coming fashion designer. Crepes is all about fads and what is the berry berry trendiest. Though she is always looking at ways to improve the looks and style of everything that comes into her view-she also is very kind and thoughtful and quick to help out a friend in need. She speaks fluent English, though with a French accent, and her English is accented with an occasional French name that she translates for her friends.

Frosty Puff™

Frosty is from the chilly but warm-hearted land of Niceland. It's full of rolling ice cream hills of all flavors and has lakes &ponds of flavored ice. Frosty Puff lives in a house that is a big two scoop ice cream cone. It’s surprisingly warm and toasty inside with a fireplace &lots of fluffy blankets (and you get to eat whatever melts)! Frosty's frozen dessert treats are famous and loved by all. Frosty Puff's warm, colorful personality can melt even the most frigid situation making everyone feel snug & toasty.

Ginger Snap™
Ginger Snap is the best cookie chef in the world. Ginger’s home is in the tiny village of Cookie Corners, where even her house and bakery are made of cookies. An inventor, her greatest invention is the amazing cookie maker machine, which produces tray after tray of delicious cookies. Her greatest joy of all is sharing warm cookie with a friend.

Honey Pie Pony™
Honey Pie Pony is no ordinary pony. First of all, she talks. Secondly, she’s been almost everywhere. Third – she almost never seems to stop talking about where she’s been. She’s prone to exaggeration, though, so some of her stories will sound a little too incredible. She’s also choosy about who she lets ride her back – Strawberry Shortcake is usually the only one. Honey Pie Pastures, is a beautiful patchwork of green pastures and golden grain fields.

Huckleberry Pie™
With his backwards ball cap and homemade skateboard, Huckleberry Pie is all boy. He lives in the middle of a scary, overgrown place called Huckleberry Briar. His house is a tree fort with lookout ports, skateboard ramps, and secret entrances. He loves going on adventures. He likes Strawberry and her other friends, too, and will often zoom over to visit them on his skateboard.

Lemon Meringue™

Lemon Meringue just might grow up to be Strawberryland’s most acclaimed fashion model someday! She’s a real genius at looking good, and all the Strawberryland friends know that for a glamorous makeover or a brand new do, the place to go is Lemon’s beauty shop on Lemon Lane. She’s a lighthearted, sweeter-than-lemonade girl with a zesty attitude and a heart of platinum!

Orange Blossom™
Orange Blossom knows all there is to know about helping living grow. She's a caring, loving, special friend of the earth and also to anyone who needs a helping hand. Orange Blossom's home is called Orange Blossom Acres. It is an orchard with rows of every kind of fruit tree. Orange Blossom's house is built in a fantastic orange tree covered with fragrant blossoms and luscious, large oranges.

Rainbow Sherbet™

Rainbow Sherbet used to sail the Seven Soda Seas—that is, until she docked her houseboat, the Rainbow Float, in Punch Bowl Pond! Now this cheerful skipper is a good friend to all the girls in Strawberryland! Rainbow speaks with a bit of a nautical accent, and makes the yummiest frozen desserts for her friends on the deck of the Rainbow Float! Her trusted first mate is a bright-beaked bird named Triple Ripple Toucan.

Raspberry Torte™

Raspberry Torte is way into sport—this girl’s got game in any sport you can name! Her home is a gym in Raspberry Meadows where the other girls often visit to hang out and get in shape! She’s a go-getter and a great coach with a lot of confidence and team spirit. Raspberry Torte knows you can only be your best when you really put your mind to it!

Seaberry Delight™

Seaberry Delight is a little shy, and she lives in an undersea cottage on a candy coral reef off Seaberry Shore. She just loves the water, and swims and dives like a dolphin. With her shiny long swimsuit and beautiful singing voice, it’s no wonder she’s often mistaken for a mermaid! She grows Seaberries and enjoys sharing them with the Sea Sweeties, her special fish friends, and her pet, Kiwi Sea Turtle.

Strawberry Shortcake™
Strawberry Shortcake is a sweet but spunky little redhead with enough optimism to fill a strawberry field. She really believes things are growing better all the time and as the unofficial berry princess of Strawberryland, she puts her heart and soul into seeing that things improve for everyone she meets. Strawberry is also quite adventurous, so it's no surprise that she has friends from other lands both near and far.

Tangerina Torta™

Tangerina Torta lives in Tangerine Bosque, a beautiful rain forest of fruit-filled trees. She lives in a simple cabin roofed with giant tangerine sections. It sits high in the trees of the forest she loves. Tangerina is quite knowledgeable about the wisdom of the nature and loves to share nature's lesson with others. She is a dreamer and can get a bit "lost in the woods" -sometimes forgetting an outing with her friends. It's only natural that one of her favorite phrases is "It's only natural."

Tea Blossom™

Tea Blossom comes from the land of spiced teas and the Great Wall of Chocolate. She is quick to smile and is a delightful friend. Though a relaxed and casual modern girl, she lives in a tea shop filled with antiques and loves to host formal tea parties for her good friends. She also loves flowers and makes the most beautiful bouquets and corsages for her friends.

2007-03-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

on a random note: i don't feel like studying so I've decided to do some silly things now haha. some pictures and links for your interest (:

guess watches which i find EXTREMELY nice. AHHH. i wanna get them. $85 =)

the watch that i saw jasmine wear & i immediately screamed; i saw it in tangs a month or 2 & pointed out to justin & ele during the shopping sprees. i wanted to get it but it's alot more expensive. and now jasmine has it. SIGH. haha. i think it's really pretty.

there's another one i saw which i really liked but i cannot find the pic - go check it out at tangs. it SHOULD still be there. haha.

http://www.apple.com/macosx/leopard/timemachine.html
go check out the cool installment that mac has decided to come up with - i think it's really farthinking (: i love it. i shall consider to buy a mac. hahaha. saving up money time!!

what me and jingyu were playing with on korkor's com on sunday - okay so here's one with me and korkor using his wonderful mac [with free hard cover & crumpler bag GRRR] haha. i'm so jealous of him. haha.

thank you iris darling for that email (: ahhhh. so sweet. love you!

-overflow-

2007-03-12T19:06:00.000+08:00

yes i missed my GP paper today; i wasn't in school - i woke up feeling super unwell, i could really feel the pain seeping through my whole body. at 9plus mummy brought me to the doctors, not before calling kor kinyew to explain my absence; he called me but i missed his call. got some gastritis [i can't spell it for NUTS] but yeah, got so many pills to take BLEAGH.

common misconception: you didn't eat right?
me: I DID! i ate normally; i ate as usual - my large portions.
haha okay, so i've NO idea why issit liddat - i complained to korkor on saturday night. kevin/mark & a few at jasmine's party heard me complain. haha. okay so yeah, i didn't go to school today.

thank you to those who actually realised i didn't go school & bothered to call/sms me (: i feel deeply blessed & touched. oh yes, my retest is on wednesday - which also means i'm gonna miss my match with yishun jc. okay i'm terribly upset about that, but what to do. SIGH. i'm feeling loads better either way.

so my plan to study out didn't work today SIGH. weiwen, sorry! i'll help you with whatever you need help with on thursday k? (:

oh i have to say my chat last night with thelittleblackboy was one of the most proper & mindful conversations i've had since quite sometime.

-emonemoyuckysharky-

2007-03-11T20:42:00.000+08:00

geepee paper tmr BLEAGH; i'm so not looking forward to it. hahaha. heard from kor kin yew that the paper's pretty difficult. lalala. die.

anyway, who wants to go study wimme tmr? i don't wanna stay home & mug (: if you wanna study with me pls sms me. i really want a study partner tmr, not going home after school. go straight to study.

*abby`//____________ says:
you rich pig!
*Liang* - call me BAN ZHANG!!!! says:
no lor..
use to be rich
now... you call me out for sushi
i will say NO!
and then cry
*abby`//____________ says:
LOL.
cos he bought a new camera priced $1200!

lalalalalalalalalalala. okay back to studying for me. oh btw, i love korkor's new mac. grr. another thing, i don't like the new internet explorer 7. GRR, super laggy. haha.

the boy made me cry yesterday. but i'm glad that's over.

eileen HUH what pic?
KYLE lame! why'd you tag at 3am?!
stan who's this?
iris hello. hahahahaha.

-alli'mlivingfor;foryouLord-

2007-03-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

jasmine's 21st birthday party; wasn't really what i expected. i studied at burgerking till 7pm, kevin came so the 2 of us made our way to the country club. uh huh, met jasmine outside den she gladly ushered us in, telling us that the 2 of us were the first to arrive. i was indeed shocked, the party was supposed to start at 6pm!

alright, so jasper me and kevin sat around, eating & catching up. nothing much to do since everyone else was still in church having FL comm meeting. uh huh, around 7.45 everyone else arrived. uh huh, ate and talked. suannings and the usual stuffs. den at 9.30pm, cut cake & stuff. i helped jasmine to cut cake cos she was rather messy haha. silly girl. so yeah, around 10.20pm we made our way up to the hotel room to slack. played 2/3 rounds of mahjong den we all went back around 11plus. nothing much to write about. but her cake was really pretty (: that's all. i found it to be a lil weird cos it wasn't what i expected but nevertheless, that's about it.

i studied ALONE today for 5hrs at downtowneast burger king. i feel really accomplished. after the first 2hrs, i nearly died - so i was msging quite a few people to entertain myself. haha. yeah, but it was still a fruitful time of studying, but i think i'll never study alone again. haha first and last time.

i don't feel like blogging anymore bye.

christopher uh huh. cheers.

-wdyammc-

2007-03-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

WOAH running therapy does wonders - i feel so refreshed (: i shan't state how many rounds i ran[ALONE, on my own accord - without anyone asking me to hehe] oh but thank you trixie for running the first 2 rounds with me! love ya babe.; if you wanna know come ask me. i ran cos of the numerous statements i got over the past week. haha. decided to do smth about it. apart from that, i was so ARRGH at my tennis today - i completely played nonsense; i felt so bad to pearl cos every shot i hit to her didn't cross the net/went way above her. sorry girl! lol. yah, i was so angry lah. grrrr. so i decided to run. hahaha. den on my way home, i bumped into guess who? littleblackboy! HAHA. i was really happy; no in all honesty i was. i was actually glad to bump into him lol. it sure brightened my annoyed mood. oh you know what! the boys REALLY can play soccer; non-stop summore. gosh. i'm pretty amazed (: oh btw, tmr no school YAAY.

i love my tennis juniors; their's so independent and so united already (: i'm really glad they're a REAL team. uh huh, we're gonna go for competitions soon so yeah.

thank you dearest for the amazing lunch today (: my pictures haven't been uploaded yet. sorry. lol. but yes, it was indeed a surprise. haha. happy fifth to you! have a great guys night out today! lol. M18 shows huh. lol.

if you guys are still wondering - YES i'm watching youtube ALOT these few days. totally rocks. hahaha.

last night mybestfriend showed me many pictures. hahaha. tsk tsk tsk. some of which were hot lesbians. rocks huh. lol. i showed justin & he had no adverse reaction. bleagh. lol. oh btw, my com's BACK in working order. yaay! hahaha. i miss my laptop so much. hehes.

btw, i think my blog's dying. no one reads anymore. lol.

xinyi YES GIRL! (:
KYLE WEI. don't terrorize lah. lol. we ALL know who you are. lol.

-pizzas&water-

2007-03-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

to hazel: cheer up alright girl? HUGS.

my com's working now - BUT, i'm not using it yet cos i haven't loaded alot of things. hahaha.

i saw eileen today; i'm super happy. i miss her loads. i REALLY miss my sec school friends alot. SIGH. where's everyone now.

tmr's the last day of the term (: indeed great - i can't wait for the hols to start. mugging time. hahahaa. shall update more another time. hehes.

weiwen WOAH okay. chills (:
christopher that's good! i thought u never could do it? lol.
eileen hahahahaha. HUGS.
midori HAHAHAHA cute bloggie.

-munchy's-

2007-03-05T08:16:00.000+08:00

today no school WOO HOO~

cos mjc did well, so therefore, we can slack the whole day.hahahaha. (: okay i'm gonna mug/watch youtube videos. haha. thanks to my lovelies for influencing me. hahahha.

psst. miss you!

oh btw, ALL THE BEST TO PEOPLE GETTING THEIR POSTING TMR!!

petrina HAHAHA it's alright ;) i'll always remember.
alina haha really? aiyah, it's a chance of the lifetime! you should have!
joanna yeah man! all the best for you (: posting tmr ya?

-devilbesideyou-

2007-03-04T12:58:00.000+08:00

WOO HOO! i am terribly happy basically cos i passed my chinese a levels! (:

know what that means?
that means, NO MORE CHINESE for the rest of my life; or so i think.

on friday, we waited in school for results; 2 & a half hrs mind you! uh huh, spent playing with phones and walking around finding of secret places for TLC HAHA. after that we headed to cleo's place, watched youtube etc. den we headed to bugis. met iris den walked around. here's when everything happened.

the guys left without us to the steamboat place, in the midst of our frustration, the girls decided to eat at fish&co instead. canphylia lost her phone at the toilet outside; was so furious i tell you. she cried like anything :( we searched for quite a while but in the end, still cannot find. sigh. she cabbed home while the rest of us headed to esplanade to lao yu sheng. quite sillly; iris has the video with her. hahaha.

after that i headed to the chalet; yah played mahjong - joel was super angry cos i kept winning. haha. den slept for a while, went for a walk; next day, came home to sleep summore. did a bit of computer transfering files. den went back to the chalet. played more mahjong & cards. tin treated me to ben&jerry's at night (: okay. that's all i've to say.

today after FL i sat around with kevin; chit chatting about ALOT of stuff. oh man, he's so sweet to his girlfriend lah! he always buys for her so much things - like seriously everytime they go out he'll pay for her stuff. he'll always call her everyday, msg her everyday but she doens't reply sometimes. she's so demanding of him, not allowing him to talk to other girls, always have time for her & all that. i reckon she really takes him for granted man. he shared and i just listened. i think kevin's real mature; 2 years younger than me but of a maturity of such a high level. amazing man. i really miss my JYC comm alot (: haha. after that jasmine and elisa came by & we talked about the skit and other stuff.

adriel came den we asked about lame/corny pickup lines, etc. adriel YET AGAIN, couldn't stop pestering me, asking me a million questions LOL. yeah, den i walked home & my relatives are here.

anyway, i can't understand how there can be such inconsiderate people in this world who never spare a thought for others around. ARRGH so annoyed. if only there was world peace and everyone was nice to each other den there'll be no stealing and everything GRRRR. poor canphylia; i never saw her cry so badly before. SIGH. i know how you feel darl. cheer up alright.

junyu YAAY! esfp. wooooooo!
randy i don't quite get you; lucky me? hmmm.
christopher YAAH! thanks. you leh? how'd you fair?

-causeitwasthewayitis-

2007-03-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

i'm full! yaay. i just had thai food (:

neway, tmr's the results for a levels, okay and more important MY chinese A level results - BLEAGH; everyone knows how much i'm dreading it. haha. oh wells. nevertheless, if you do call me & i'm crying, please just keep silent & don't laugh. thank you =)

oh on another note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORKOR CHRIS!

during GP today, we talked about ALOT of things. more things than i ever knew. okay, i shan't go into details; ask me if you want to know. uh huh, so i've decided to be ___ cos there's alot of things i didn't know about others =( even during recess when i heard what ziqi & joanna said. i can't help feeling bad. "count your blessings" anyway, i feel so tired with all the mugging for papers. like everyday this week. GOSH. i can't imagine block test or A levels. lol.

during chem, me and iris were listening songs on her phone; apparently she's so excited that she can use a cable to connect to her phone; AFTER 2 YEARS. haha, she was like a 5 year old child who just got a lollipop. either way, sorry darl that we couldn't go to watch you dance today; i really couldn't get tickets and all. tell me how it went alright? HUGS girl.

btw, for the personality test, i'm ESFP - so yah, today was the compass lesson, i reckon it wasn't off much use at all. but nonetheless, it beats having some compass talk in the hall.

zhihan NO HE'S NOT. i violently protest!
justin dearest! HAHAHAHA (: i won't lah............ i think. *winks* HAHAHA.
zheng cong i gave my comments =) hehs.
eileen WEI. supposed to be on my side leh woman! but julian hee is CUTE (:
amanda hahaha, sigh cos my com got virus! but YAAY for you. i didn't forget ;)

-oneinamillion-

2007-02-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

There’s so much to do! Oh man, so many test too – econs written exercise, physics SPA, maths test, econs lecture test, chem. Organic test. ARRGH die already. Either way, I’m not gonna be blogging much HAHAHA. Yes, and I have no time. PLUS, my com has infected a horrible virus. SIGH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!!

miss you already girl (: it's green specially for you. HUGS. hope you're having fun there!

“if God decided to make us all one colour, what colour should he make us” our GP question; when I was about to me asked guoguang immediate answered for me “pink! Cos it’s my favourite colour” piang eh, so bimbo lah. Hahaha. Anyway, that’s not the point. But its an interesting question on discrimination.

During econs, mr hon took my phone & gave me that suspicsious look cos he saw the picture on my phone wall paper – my cropped picture of me and julian hee. He didn’t know who julian hee was. ARRGH, what is this world coming to!

anyway, i'm blogging with my brother's computer, so no pictures!

Chengying HAHA nah..

Eileen he’s NOT gay, I shan’t say again. Haha.

Christopher he’s buff okay. Hahahaha, nah, we’re just small (:

Junwen that’s not really nice. hahahaha. Can u say nice things about me? (:

Junyu woah, standing up for me! thanks adik. Hahahaha. Julian hee’s hot right?

Justin haha! eh, and don't copy my "till then" line! for the 1800th time, julian hee's not gay! =P

-that’sallfolks-

2007-02-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

till then...

oh btw, those of you who want to tag - please tag nice things, if not, don't bother tagging cos what you say doesn't affect me & what others think about me.

-tillwemeetagain-

2007-02-24T16:56:00.000+08:00

I MET JULIAN HEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! me and him hahaha. okay below's the real photo [ this is the cropped one, from ziqi's blog. lol]

US with julian hee! [this is my current wallpaper lol] OMG - i completele freaked out;

here's what happened:

the few of us we doing our usual silly things at IKEA; hahaha yes we always do that whenever we go to IKEA - so yeah, we were taking photos in one of the nicer settings den i saw HIM! i turned to canphylia & the 2 of us started screaming. hahaha. everyone commented that my face went super red, but what can i do! it WAS julian hee (:

so yes, cos we were all shy, me and iris went up to him to ask if we could take a photo; special thanks to iris! =) ziqi said right to his face "she's a fan of yours" pointing to me! OMG, i was so pai seh lah. lol. yeah, den we were about to take the photo, cleo and canphylia appeared and RAN into the picture. gosh, so embarrasing lah. HAHAHAHA, okay yes i was extremely exhilarated. i can finally strike "meet julian hee" off my wish list (: it was such a fantastic day man. he looks better in real person too. GAHH. hahaha. there were embarrasing things that happened after which i SHALL NOT talk about. thanks ar cleo and ziqi. lol.

anyway, i told quite a few people bout it; of cos i was excited! lol. yeah, only meimei and henry were happy and excited for me. the rest either went plainly "okay..." - so uninterested in my super wonderful encounter or "you see him so happy, see me not happy ar" HAHAHAHA my jealous friends lol. here's what we were doing before we saw him. hehe.

okay, that's about it. i shall blog again later when i feel like it (: hehehe.

-tyfthcln;irai-

2007-02-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

photos from the past week (: me and my lovelies (:
the leisure club.WOO HOO.
3cheers for us! [i'm NOT gonna post the spastic photos lol]
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY KORKOR (:
his birthday was yesterday! my cute lil cousin - victoria. haha ask her to smile TA DA!

okay, my class guys are the 'nicest' people to me ever. BLEAGH.

on another note, thank you dearest for the night talk.

steph HAHAHAHA sorry la (:

-darkchocolatecraving-

2007-02-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

URGENT PRAYER REQUEST: pray for Uncle Gan[aunty serene's husband]'s family - his mother was robbed and slashed in malaysia; she died on the way to the hospital. in the midst of all the fun and receiving ang baos, if you all could just take the next moment to pray for his family, i'm sure he'll appreciate it. thanks.

just a few pictures... hehe. happy chinese new year!

the family (: the lovely 3 (: hahaha.
chocoloate which we indulged in (:
TIDBITS. yaay.
HAHAHAHA guess which is bernard?

okay i'm really tired, i'll blog more when i'm free. hehe.

steph yes dear. haha that was quite hilarious man.

-bigbreakfast-

2007-02-19T18:17:00.000+08:00

first, a lil shout out to stephenie;

happy 18th birthday!

the one i care for ALOT. love her.
what she gave me on my 16th birthday. damn sweet. i still have it (:

you never failed to be there for me when i needed help, you never stoped caring, and you always tried your best to make things work. i regret taking our friendship for granted, i know that whatever i say, may not be able to seal the gap between us, to heal the pain, to cover up for what went on. steph, i never stop caring, reading your blog, looking back on the past. believe me, i miss it far more than you believe, you're right, our friendship now is built on the memories we once had, the fun we used to have, the laughter we used to share. i find myself drifting more and more, but i find it so hard to work back to where we once were. we both know what the past year and a few months have brought, the tears, the pain, the loneliness; it's truly my fault i apologize. i want to make it up to you. believe me, i will. i sure hope i will. no one can ever replace you my friend. no one.

oh btw, if you read my blog just now, sorry i made some changes due to some TECHNICAL DIFFICULTY (:

on a different note; happy chinese new year everyone! i'll post again tonight or tomorrow; pictures and details. so far my past two days have been ok. not too bad i guess. the usual you know. yups. till then~

eileen OIE! damn mean lah you. i'll bake for you okay?
joanna hugs. thanks girl!
petrina HAHAHAHA indeed, thanks! i took the collages from your site too.

-gongxigongxi-

2007-02-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

okay school was really sleepy - no, seriously, i couldn't stop falling asleep especially during lectures! WOAH i think it's the horrific weather.

what mr lau wrote to weiwen & ww insisted that it said "loser" HAHAHAHA okay, it reads for Mr instead.

hahahaha. anyway, after school i immediately rushed home to pack my room; petrina came over for the afternoon (:

uh huh, i gave a tour of my place den we settled in my room; talking about alot of stuff, uh huh, found out things that i never knew before (: yeah it was super entertaining. oh she couldn't stop laughing at my picture frames - if you've been to my house you'll understand what i mean. hahaha. yeah, i persuaded her to stay for dinner so, we had dinner while watching alot like love. ashton kutcher is seriously hot. hahaha. okay, randomness. yeah, so it was just plain hanging out. lotsa photos taken too - but in her camera. hahahahaha. it was cam whoring away man. lol. clement was our photographer =) hahaha. thank you jiejie for the great time today! you're really so funny & all. it's no doubt why everyone never stops talking to you. even though you're leaving next week, you know that you're always with us in our prayers :(

she took photo of my photoframes ARRGH. hahahaha.

okay we finished ALOT of tidbits together; even my cadbury snaps hazelnut chocolate, she finished more than 2 slots LUH! (:

me and petrina!

anyway, here's my shoutout to the people who gave me vday presents yesterday!

thank you people so much! zhihan/beverly/ziqi/iris/canphylia/cleo/joanna/wysen/junwen/kumhung/junyu/nina/samantha/hazel/mak/trixie/wenyuan/logan; i'm sorry if i missed anyone out, i've really bad memory. hahaha. but yeah, thanks everyone for the great time in school & all the lovely presents, bought, made, baked or edible! (:

eh, all the best for your test tmr, you'll be in my prayers; you know that you can do well, and i believe you will too. don't be afraid, nervous nor anxious. just do your best and God will do the rest. have confidence and you'll do fine (: HUGS!

It's Christmas time, there's no need to be afraid
At Christmas time, we let in light and we banish shade
And in our world of plenty we can spread a smile of joy
Throw your arms around the world at Christmas time
But say a prayer, Pray for the other ones
At Christmas time it's hard, but when you're having fun
There's a world outside your window
And it's a world of dread and fear
Where the only water flowing
Is the bitter sting of tears
And the Christmas bells that ring there
are the clanging chimes of doom
Well tonight thank God it's them instead of you
And there won't be snow in Africa this Christmas time
The greatest gift they'll get this year is life
Where nothing ever grows
No rain nor rivers flow
Do they know it's Christmas time at all?
Feed the world
[do they know it's christmas time - aidband20]

it's such a nice song, about poverty. i saw the video cos henry gave me a copy & woah it was extremely touching. we should learn to really appreciate the things we have. okay so here's the everyone[even if you think i don't,] : I APPRECIATE YOU!! anyway, yeah, i mean, here we are thinking about whether we have enough hong baos, or how many vday presents but there they are wondering whether they'll even live another day. i think the most touching line was "the greatest gift they'll get is life".. after listening to the song a couple of times, all the more regretful i am for my selfish behaviour. bleagh.

okay i've decided not to reply the older tags cos i think i kinda lost touch already. i'll reply those that i've things to say.

steph you know how things have been and you know how things are. it's not like we both haven't tried. i know we both don't want to lose what we had; the memories we've kept so dear is what keeps us moving. i know and i admit that i've grown, that i've adapted to my new surroundings & that i barely have time for you guys anymore. it's not that i don't want to, but i really don't know how to and i don't really have the time. i've tried to make time, but whenever i'm free, you're not and whenever you ask me out, i happen to not be free. steph, it's not that i don't care about you anymore, but i really really don't know what to do to get back what's lost. you know that you're one of my bestest friends in the world & i can't bear to lose a friend like you. i know maybe i'm not trying hard enough and stuff, but i really wanna get back to a time when we shared everything & we could talk like there was no tomorrow. i miss it as much as you do. psst, your board is still here, it meant alot to me.
junyu thank you adik. really, thanks.
eileen thanks for hearing me out that day.

-toseeyouagain-

2007-02-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

omg, today was absolutely fantastic (: thank you dearest for such a wonderful day; you're soooo sweet. the beautiful roses, the fish&co treat[even though you never liked fish&co], the movie treat & fantastic company! love you. thank you for everything.

thank you everyone for the stuff that you've given, the chocolates/flowers/cookies & everything. i'll list down everything tmr cos i'm way too tired to do so!

What i baked for him (:

What i baked for my class!

my cookies. yummy okay! [as said by henry & jwen]

okay POSE!

me and canphylia - we untangled the whole thing for iris!

my bouquet of roses (: DAMN SWEET. hugs.

Fish&Co! the place i've been dreaming to eat at again for a long time.

their special menu...

what i ate - AS USUAL (:

me and tin (:

us again.

okay me HAHAHAHA.

VDAY presents from everyone (:

Pictures! Click here!!

-tydfeilmm-

2007-02-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

okay i know i haven't been blogging nor replying tags. i believe my blog's rather dead.

arrgh, so much has been going on. BLEAGH i don't like this month ONE BIT. maybe 'cept tmr cos it's valentine's day (: yaay.

okay anyway, i will blog, bout ALOT of things when i'm free. cos these few days have been TESTs and more tests. tmr's chem test, okay so i shall go study. byeeee.

-vday!-